dragon/pisces in 2011.

dragon
For those with dragon as their Chinese zodiac animal sign in 2011, the dragon can expect a rather good metal rabbit year. The fortunes of the dragons in rabbit year 2011 will be better compared to 2010. The dragons will have better wealth luck, better health and better career star in their path. The 2011 Chinese astrology predictions for dragon indicate that the dragon person will have a good luck level which will wash away all the unlucky fortunes that has been following the dragons.

The horoscope 2011 Year of the Rabbit predictions for the dragon forecasts that while there may be inauspicious stars in the life chart of the dragon in 2011, dragons will have many lucky stars escorting them in 2011. The positive stars in 2011 will outshine the unlucky stars in the rabbit year for the dragon. Dragons will see things moving more smoothly in 2011 metal rabbit year as the dragon will obtain positive results in the changes they made in this Year of the Rabbit. The dragons will see their fortunes become better and their feng shui in 2011 will also become better. There will be considerable mainstream income but a little less on windfall gains for the dragons in 2011. Even the dragons will have their wealth star shining brightly in 2011, they are advised to be careful when going into new ventures as there will always be unpredictable risk associated with new investment schemes.

The career star in 2011 for the dragons will shine brightly in the Year of the Rabbit. In the Chinese astrology 2011 forecasts for the dragon person, the career of the dragon will see major developments. For dragons hoping to become entrepreneurs in 2011, well, this is the best time to go for it. Doing well at your business will see you gaining more wealth in the rabbit year. There may be promotions at the corner in 2011 for the dragon person. There are good chances for you to obtain monetary benefits as well as fame in 2011 for the dragon person. Dragons in 2011 can have a good 2011 feng shui by getting to know more people in the rabbit year in order to open new opportunities and expand their business. Dragons must not be arrogant as this action will caused other to despise you and thus making you feeling uneasy.

Dragon in Year of the Rabbit will have good wealth luck but what about the dragon’s health luck in 2011? Dragons will see their health greatly improved in the metal rabbit year but they have to watch their diet and hygiene factor closely. In order for the dragon person to stay fit in the rabbit year, they must eat more healthy food and exercise on a more regular basis. To stay safe in 2011, the 2011 dragon horoscope predicts that the dragon may face some danger in water sports. In the relationship area for the dragons in the rabbit year, couples will likely have a good time together. The dragon in metal rabbit year must get rid of their poker face in 2011 and be more frank with your facial expression. A gentle smile will allow the dragons to have a better romance with their partners. The compatible animal sign in 2011 for the dragons include the rat, monkey and rooster.

pisces
General

The year 2011 shall bring in much intimacy in your relationships. You need to defend your position assertively at times. But maintain caution not to damage the delicate bonds that exist in relationships. In general the year would be one of calm and harmony. Your ideals and ambitions would be met partially much to your favour. Keep your balance in all aspects of life.

Career

Success is yours for the asking this year. Your greatest asset would be socialising nature that would help other’s thoughts and ideals to coincide with yours. You would be able to achieve your goal this year in the professional field without much effort. Trust in your instincts and this would be the best time to excel in your field. You deserve to be appreciated by authorities towards the end of the year for the hard work put in.

Finance

Finances would be a source of concern during the year 2011. You need to change your attitude from carefree to cautious in this area. Keep a tab of what and why you spend and think twice about the future before digging into your purse.

Expenditure related to revamping of your house might creep in towards the middle of the year. You are on your way to savings when a major dent appears in your financial balance. You cannot keep things as they are now. A better planning and cautious approach is needed in this area of your life throughout the year.


Love

Your most romantic dreams in life shall yield fruits this year. The first few months shall ask for your compromise on your freedom as far as relationships are concerned. Do give what is due for your partner. The middle of the year shall see much magnetism in you which shall be able to keep the relationships going. But ensure that your partner is reliable to get along all through your life. Radical changes can be expected in this area during the end of the year. For those single ones out there, time is ripe to locate your ideal other half. Do think twice if you are planning to severe any relations. Split milk cannot be taken back.

Health

Your health would be at its best than the previous few years. This is thanks to your new satisfied emotional make-up. You are bound more by family ties than ever and this helps you to tick on a positive note. Certain digestive and nervous disorders are probable during the middle of the year but with minor impacts on your life. Take care of your diet and mental health for a positive and healthy 2011. Three cheers for a healthy you.

exhausted.

its only january and im feeling really exhausted about everything in my life these days. sometimes i wonder, why must i load myself with all these stuffs? it makes my life so dull and uninteresting. im so busy that i dont even have ME time, needless to talk about spending time with my dear friends. its been a long while ever since i enjoy some ME time; reading novels, painting my nails, watching shows and eating junk food to pamper myself.

my daily routine would be waking up at 6am, out to work and after 5, its either school or home. when i go to school, i will always be facing boring lectures in and out. when i go home, it will always be sleep and more sleep cus im so tired both mentally and physically that i dont even care about doing other stuffs except for replenishing my sleep. sometimes in between during my free days after work, i'd go for my driving lessons. by the time the weekend arrives, i dont feel like heading out anymore. i just wanna stay at home and do nothing. how boring is that?

cny is just around the corner and i totally dont feel the vibe at all. cny shopping must be the worst for me this year cus i've absolutely no time to shop. i grabbed everything i could possibly get hastily during one of the sundays not too long ago. and another reason is probably cus all the clothings i bought online NEVER reach me at all. one of the parcels was probably lost cus it never reach me since 4 weeks ago. and the other one was supposed to reach me today and it never did. how disappointing is that? throwing money away and not receiving anything. im starting to hate online shopping nowadays.

IM SO TIRED! SO BUSY! SO EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED! :(

i really feel like giving up but...

JOANNE TONG,
DONT GIVE UP.
because you're optimistic, everything else will turn out to be positive.
YOU CAN DO IT!

when love is in the air...

alright, here's a random post on one of our dates sometime back.

we always hold hands in the car! ♥ his one-hand driving skills are getting better and better all thanks to me! LOL!
he's babbling away about some bangalas on the bus stopping beside us at the traffic light junction. -.-

♥
we went to paradise dynasty for flavourful xiao long baos!!




handsome boy with CROCS slippers!! buay tahan him.
after dinner, we walked around and went in to sephora cus i wanna show him the eyeshadows that i wanna get and saw some lipstick colours that were really nice. however, i walked out of the store empty handed cus i thought it was quite expensive plus i still have like 2 or 3 lipsticks/gloss which i've yet to finish.

J: are you happy these days?
L: yeah, are you?
J: not really.
L: so what could make you happier?
J: more surprises from you lor! :D
L: oh, so you want surprise?
J: yeah, you spring me more surprises, i'll be happier.
L: *took out something from his pocket* will this make you happier?
J: ZOMG!! you went to buy it while im in the toilet?!

that sweetest boy actually went to sephora and bought the lipstick for me when i went to the toilet! :)

he actually surprised me with koi last tuesday and macarons last wednesday while im at work and he surprised me with a painting last thursday! he said he drew that for me as a farewell gift before he left. LOL. i thought i should get him a farewell gift and not the other way round? so cute! :D

his mom, willis and baby think she looks like me but i think she looks more like a japanese girl.
he's really meticulous in remembering small lil things like this and he never fails to make me happy, like always. <3

♥

30122010 marks our first three-hundred-and-sixty-five days together! :)

i swear we didnt plan this. its coincidence and maybe that lil bit of chemistry. :)
i bought him a burberry belt and he got me this...

he's the sweetest boy i could ever have. (:




at imperial treasure.


on our way to mariott hotel!



food turned out to be a disappointment. :(

there's just no words that could describe how much i love this big boy. he pampers me a lot and he always make me feel like im the happiest girl on earth whenever im with him. thanks for all the pamperings, TLCs and always being there for me! happy one year anniversary mr yeoh! you know i love you ttm, like the mountains love the seas! <3

2011!

its the first day of 2011 and i feel old cus im turning 23 in 2months' time. :( technically speaking, its approximately one and a half months' time before im officially 23.

anyways, 2010 has been a really busy yet fulfilling year for me.

- i got into a new relationship. ♥ (actually its end of 2009)
- work was forever busy and disastrous but im greatly satisfied with myself.
- travelled to hongkong and taiwan for vacations.
- started school once again.
- started on my driving lessons.

basically, im busy with work and school throughout the year and busy with my LDR with my baby baby. however, we survived our first year together! :D

i hope this 2011 will be a better year for me even thou i can forsee that its gonna be very much the same as 2010. work, studies and LDR to handle. oh wells, sometimes such peace and stability is good in our lives, dont you think so?

even thou i may want some exciting moments in my life but i guess im passed that age and i should start planning on my career and my future. i know my goals so im gonna work towards them and acheive what i want.

but of course, i wanna enjoy life too! with my family, my baby baby and my girlfriends! ♥

its interesting to see how your resolutions and perceptions change as you grow older each year. this is once again a sign of becoming OLD. DAMN IT. :(

nonetheless, happy 2011 everyone! :)

christmas!

im really so occupied nowadays that i dont have the time to blog dilligently. :( anyways, here's the long overdue christmas post that i wanted to blog about but just couldnt find time to do so till now.

baby and i decided to organise a small party at his house during christmas eve and it turned out that most of my friends couldnt make it except for huimin! she's such a great friend, always here for me without fail! :)

we had a mini bbq potluck party and damn, now i kinda miss the bbq food! chicken wings and sausages!!



look at my bengster boyfriend and his friends.
after dinner, we got bored and started playing poker games.




and the loser has to...


DRINK!
but NO! im not drunk that night. i drank really little that night! baby baby was so worried that i'l get drunk. LOL.

after a few more rounds of games, we went out to eat supper and we went to bed at 530am!

and baby's parents bought me a tiffany and co. bracelet for christmas present!! they even engraved my name on it!! (:

on christmas day itself, baby's family and i had hotpot/steamboat for dinner at his place. after dinner, baby, willis and i played mahjong till late night before we went to bed.

that sums up my chrsitmas for 2010. :) well, thou i've been complaining about being bored most of the time, but it beats having to go outside and squeeze with everyone, doing nothing on the streets!

Day 16 – Another picture of yourself

im skipping DAY 15.

good hair day plus awesome grey eyes! :D
now you know why i focus so much on hair? cus hair can make you or break you and its damn true! on days when you are having bad hair, you just feel lousy about yourself, dont you? it happens for me. when im having bad hair days, i just freaking feel like stepping into the salon and let the professionals save my hair! but on days when im having good hair, it just makes me feel goddamn good about myself! like im the CHIO-EST girl on earth! HAHAHA.

i dont believe in theories like trying different hairstyles for as long as you live cus

1. you wont know if the styles suit you and NO, not every professionals know cus half of the time, they just wanna earn your money so they'd probably tell you to try something new.

2. generally, hair takes a longer time to grow so once you got the wrong hairstyle, you probably need to live with it for at least half a year to a year for your hair to grow long. (this is really sad!)

3. once you found hairstyles that suit you, stick with them! no doubt, you might feel sick of your ever-so-boring hairstyles but its better than having other hairstyles that dont suit you at all right?

so for myself, im definitely a fan of long hair cus long hair suits me best. i just cant bring out the stylish short hair looks like others do. furthermore, i can do many different styles with long hair. i can play with it as and when i feel like it or i can do up different hairstyles for different occassions.

i guess the shortest i'll ever cut would probably be shoulder length hair. the last time i had shoulder length hair was when i was 17.



or this!


look at the mid length curls! so cute yet feminine right?! but its not easy to maintain man! so the safest bet would be just straight shoulder length hair with slight curls at the ends. i really feel like cutting my hair but i cant bear to part with my long hair! :(

Day 14 – A picture of you and your family

when the whole world turn their back against you, your family will always be there for you. ♥

there's so much gratitude inside me and so many people to say 'thank you' to; my parents, my brother, my aunts, my grandparents and just everyone else in my family. THANK YOU ALL FOR LOVING ME, PAMPERING ME AND TAKING SUCH GOOD CARE OF ME! ♥

Day 13 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

ANOTHER POST! cus im bored stiff! right, actually i should continue with my assignments but screw them now man! im not in the mood to do work. i work better at night so maybe i'll continue with my half-done work tonight.

im skipping DAY 12 cus its really lame. -.- i found out about blogspot through reading friends' blogs and i made one cus i enjoy jotting down my happenings. i still keep my diaries which i wrote in primary school! now that i flipped open my diary, i cant help but laugh at myself for being so silly and kiddish back then. its all memories, nice memories! :)

Day 13 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Dear SOMEONE,

by the end of this letter, you should know that im talking about you. i've so much to tell you but at the same time, nothing to tell you too. you gave me a good first impression and thats what that counts cus first impression matters the most to me. i really thought you are different from others but you somehow, turned out to be the same as the rest. maybe the only difference would be you really showed me the care and concern that i need and never neglect me no matter how busy you are, always there caring for me, always there waiting to know hows my day, always there to make me happy and always there to tell me how happy you are to have me. for that, i really appreciate your endless love, care and concern.

i guess conflicts are inevitable cus we're dealing with humans. how can any humans live without conflicts? two persons coming together, there are bound to be conflicts for sure. conflicts doesnt matter. what matters most is the aftermath of everything. how we deal with this, how we overcome this and how we grow together from this. hurt and pain, as much as i really dont wanna face them but i still did. cus we're dealing with our hearts, where all our emotions and feelings come in.

it not the first time you've hurt me and yet i always forgive and forget cus you're all that matters to me. for all that we're facing now, i hope we can go through this together and grow together as one. maybe all we need is just a little space for ourselves. no matter how big the fight is, no matter how mad we are, no matter how hurt we feel, i still love you and i know its the same for you.

You are everythin' in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know
And I don't care what they say I'm gonna be with you

Love,
ME

Day 11 – Another picture of you and your friends

im skipping DAY 09 and 10 cus i've done nothing to be proud of in the past few days. its work and school, what else is new? but last night was the last class for the year! im having a 3 weeks break from school! woohoo! :D my group mates sabotaged me, asking me to do the hardest part, editing and compiling of everything! why me?! :(

DAY 10 is just simply not something i'd like to talk about. songs that i listen to? i listen to all kinds of songs when im happy, i listen to sad english songs or JAY CHOU when im sad (JAY CHOU WORK WONDERS!!), hyped and mad? i dont know. basically, i listen to all kinds of songs except for metal and techno.

alright! another picture of my friends and i!

christmas 2008 (christmas is coming, so must post this to 配合一下! LOL.)
you know people do classify friends into different categories, like how which friend you'd call to shop with, which friend you'd call to do certain things together with and which friend you'd call to talk with. she's someone whom i'd call when i need to talk. she's mature, understanding and i feel that she's a rather good listener plus advisor. i always feel better after talking to her when im down. i guess its all about chemistry. we've known each other for 6 years, not exactly long and we dont really hang out together that often but we really do talk to each other whenever either one of us needs a listening ear. it becomes a natural reaction for me to go to her whenever im down.

i just met her recently like 2 months back or so for steamboat. i whined to her about my work issues that i met with and i went on and on, telling her how angry i was about the whole incident! and guess what? she's the only one that i actually told the whole story to other than baby baby. amazingly, after talking to her, i felt better that night! and she takes really good care of me, just like how a big sister would take care of her younger sister. :) i treasure her a lot because i know its not easy to be able to find someone whom you can share secrets with. YVETTE YEO, I SHOULD GO OVER TO YOUR HOUSE FOR SLEEPOVER! THEN WE CAN TALK ALL NIGHT LONG TILL WE FALL ASLEEP! :D


she loves me like anything in the world. she treats me as her bestest friend she could ever have. she meets me almost every week just cus baby baby told her to and she dont want me to be alone, she wanted to squeeze with me at the back of the car instead of sitting in front when her boyfriend sent me home cus she dont wanna leave me alone, she gave me FOC concealers that she bought from her workplace thou i insisted on paying her back, she wanted to get the grey mickey mouse for me cus she knows i want it, she always come to me for advice and not any of her other friends cus she thinks that i give good advice. basically she just does everything with me! :)

what am i gonna do without my girlfriends? <3

Day 08 – Short term goals for this month and why

i cant believe myself. im freaking busy these days and i actually update this space more frequently than usual. i guess its cus of this 30 days challenge that made me got my blogging vibe back eh? LOL.

alright, back to the topic of the day, short term goals for this month...

1. get ALL my assignments done!!

2. get my PDL and start on my first driving lesson

3. get my classroom and work done by THIS WEEK

4. LOSE WEIGHT (actually this is on-going)

5. shop for presents by next week!

6. shop for LV bag/YSL check wallet

7. shop for bracelets/anklets (i've been wanting to get an anklet for months! even thou i heard some supersitions about having anklets on your legs, espeically those with bells on, but i still feel like getting one! YAY OR NAY?!)

8. start shopping for CNY clothing at the end of december (i dont like last minute shopping, remember?)

9. do my hair! (i might postpone it to early january)

10. lastly, ENJOY MY YEAR END BREAK!!

i think the reasons why these are my goals for this month are pretty straight forward. who wanna spend their year end break with so many burdens and stuffs undone on their agenda? :)

Day 07 – A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

im skipping DAY 06 cus i've got no favourite super hero and i hate super heroes! so here i am talking about DAY 07 now.


honestly, i dont know why am i always talking about my grandmother when the whole world already knows that I LOVE HER TTM! but somehow, the first person who crossed my mind when i read this title, was her.

she really has the biggest impact on me. i grew up with her during my childhood years and im closer to her rather than my own parents when i was young cus i was at her place almost 24/7 when my parents were working back then. like i said before, all her experiences and life lessons that she shared with me somehow left a deep inpression on me cus i could still remember them vividly even up till now.

WHY, you may ask. I DONT KNOW is the answer i would give. i, myself have no idea why the things she said made such great impact on me. you could basically say i grow up with all her valuable experiences and values she instilled in me. i was somehow the opposite of other children when i was young. i disliked watching all the favourite cartoons other children love and disliked playing games that other children played. i actually enjoyed sitting down beside my grandmother and listening to her old grandmother stories which other children dislike.

honestly, not that im being naggy for repeating this for the 10 000th time but i really wont be me if not for her. she's like the most important person in my life and im totally grateful for her endless love and guidance towards me. <3

Day 05 – A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

'just the way you are' by bruno mars just keeps repeating in my music playlist! its such a lovely song. :)

The Peak!
i love how you can see the whole of hongkong at the top and the really beautiful lightings!

this place is a must-go if you ever visit hongkong! and because its a must-go attraction, i forced baby baby to go with me thou it was raining and windy on that very day when i planned for 'the peak' trip. :( and we freaking wore really thin clothing that day! we were trying to take pictures on our own and there's this kindhearted angmoh who actually offered to help us take a picture which we politely declined! :) awwwww, i miss hongkong!

Day 04 – A habit that you wish you didn’t have

guess what? mom told me this in the morning.

mom: somebody is coming today to take measurements for your wardrobe.
me: why?
mom: to make a new and bigger wardrobe for you lar! your clothes are so overwhelming that your current wardrobe is not enough for you.

LOL.

anyway, i met my sueping dear today!! we had such a fun day out! i bought MMJ laptop sleeve and 2 pairs of shoes! we tried to hunt for bags and check wallets. zomg! i so much wanna get that LV bucket bag and i tried carrying it and it just looks ugly on me! :( but i so much wanna get sueping's YSL check wallet! :) oh well..

then we went on to tanjong pagar for our korean BBQ dinner! cheap and awesome food! cute korean boys to see as well! HAHAHA. nahh, they're not cute actually. LOL. after dinner, we went down to bugis and we bought KOI!! we even bought extras home! too good to resist you know! hehe. i tried ovaltine milk tea and green tea today. NOT BAD! but my favourite is still honey milk tea. :) oh yes! i bought KOI for willis too since im there and he's been craving for one for a long time! dropped by his place to give it to him and his mom gave me so much things to bring home! his parents are really good to me man! they would frequently call me out for dinner even like now when baby is not here and always have tons of things for me! im really grateful to them! :)

so anyway, let me touch on the topic of the day now.

Day 04 – A habit that you wish you didn’t have

i dont know? erm, perhaps eating junk food EVERYDAY? LOL. unbelievable?! but its true! i always have cravings for junk food EVERYDAY. i just cant resist chocolates, chips, icecream and many more! to make things worse, my mom would always stock up the junk food at home for me to munch on! i know its super unhealthy and its a very bad habit but im really thankful that i dont get fat easily. cus going by the rate that im munching on those junk food, normal people would probably get fat in a month. LOL.

Day 03 – A picture of you and your friends

zomg!! guess whats the happiest thing that happened to me today? I PASSED MY BTT!! LOL! i can officially get my PDL and start my driving lessons already! woohoo! :D



they are my besties for like what, at least 10 years? (: decided to upload old photographs cus they bring back so much memories! these were taken when we were probably 19 or 20 years old? look at how much we've changed over the recent years! i was still having my super straight, long and black hair and so was sueping dear! LOL! i believe we didnt change much in terms of LOOKS right! we still look as YOUNG as before! HAHAHA.

why the two of them in this post? cus they are such dear people to me! we've been through thick and thin together, they are always there for me be it rain or shine! i super love them man! even LOVE cant describe how much i treasure our friendships! :) you know how some people have tons of friends but when they fall, nobody is there to pick them up? i dont have tons of friends but im really lucky to have my favourite girls with me! <3 we shop together, eat together, talk together, laugh together, cry together and do things together! the only thing we havent get a chance to do together is really just HOLIDAYING TOGETHER! LOL. and trust me, i've seen for myself how lonely people can be when they actually have tons of friends. they yearn for that one bestie and yet, they cant even get it. on the other hand, people like me are much more happier and satisfied! :D

i just met bestie today for our cervical jabs. my arm is aching like hell now. im so afraid of needles!! i kept telling bestie how scared i am when we're both inside the room! LOL.

and anyways, im meeting sueping dear this saturday for shopping plus awesome korean BBQ dinner!! i cant wait man! im finally meeting her! woohoo! :D

beer market on a friday night

i was being pulled along by lois to chill with rachel after class last night. it turned out to be a really bad night (for me)! LOL. come to think of it, there has never been a good night for me when it comes to going out to pubs for drinks. blame it on my really bad alcohol tolerance. :(

so, the three of us went to clarke quay and we walked randomly into this pub 'beer market'. we ordered beer and guess what? i was drunk after like approximately half a cup? i really couldnt take it! and here comes the drama. 3 guys walked over to our table and bought us drinks. they sat down and started chatting with us. they bought us beer and bought me red wine. wth. i didnt even touch anything at all cus i know i cant take it anymore.

in the end, i felt so drunk that i had to run to the toilet to puke! LOL. after puking, lois and i decided that we need to leave. i really wanna get home to sleep. lois also didnt like what was going on so we went back to our table and told the rest we had to go back. rachel still thought she haven't had enough of fun and decided to hop over to shanghai dolly with those guys for second round of drinks. omg.

so while we walked out of the pub, the guy who kept talking to me walked beside me and said this to me, "hey joanne, this is not a lousy pickup line but i think you look like jamie teo." i totally cant be bothered with what he said and at the back of my mind, i was actually thinking that its actually a pretty lousy pickup line. LOL!

so, i reached home and dropped dead on my bed and woke up with a terrible headache this morning.

the live band that night. i heard that the singer was one of the top 10 finalists in singapore idol. im not sure which season thou.
lois.
rachel.

my face and body were obviously turning red and look at my cup. its barely even half a cup lor!
trust me, this will be the first and the last time ever. im not drinking without my close peeps anymore, nobody knows me better than them. :)

sueping was so sweet!! she smsed me cus she's worried about my safety the moment she learnt that im going drinking. lois wanted me to sms her once i reached home and of course, my baby baby who's worried sick about me for the whole day yesterday. <3

Day 02 – The meaning behind your Tumblr WordPress name

the meaning behind my blogspot name? i dont know? i created this blog when i was 16. during that time, this name just came up on me and i decided to just use this name since then. yup, simple as that, no particular meaning behind the name of my blogspot.

what a really lame post. LOL. anyways, holidays are here!! but there's seriously nothing much for me to rejoice about except for the fact that baby baby is coming home in 1 month's time!! other than that, its work and school as usual.

my btt is on next tuesday. gotta stay home and do my final revision this weekend. im actually pretty much excited towards my first driving lesson. hehe.

Day 01 – A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

1. i can be SHY, QUIET and RESERVED. yes i can be if you dont know me well.

2. i can be NOISY, FUN-LOVING and BUBBLY if you know me well.

3. i love posing for the camera! im a camwhore.

4. i love branded bags and owning them makes me happy.

5. im very dependent and hate loneliness to the max. i cant shop and eat alone.

6. i enjoy observing pretty girls on the streets and the way they dress.

7. i've a thing for FOOTWEAR, all sorts of pretty slippers/shoes/heels/wedges/boots/sneakers, etc.

8. i love dolling up and i believe its my responsibility to make myself pretty and pleasant for all eyes to see on the streets. (im in love with eyeshadows recently!)

9. however, i like to look my ugliest when i go to work.

10. i believe in horoscope signs/zodiac signs.

11. i can be anti-social when im too tired to even bother to talk to anyone.

12. i judge people based on first impressions. if i dont feel good about you from the start, nothing you do or say will make me change my mind about you.

13. i've a fetish for HAIR. i love nice hair/hairstyles! plus point for guys who have nice hair! :D

14. im a junk food lover especially chocolates, icecreams and KOI bubbletea!

15. im really blur sometimes and a direction idiot most of the time.

16. i love polka dots!!

17. unlike most girls, i HATE pink colour.

18. i love languages.

19. i love to be kept busy most of the time thou i may grumble a lot.

20. i dont like people to stare at me for a long period of time for any reasons.

actually i already have a list of facts about myself at the side. so im trying hard to think and not to repeat any of those that i've written there but im not sure if i did? no time to check anyways! gotta rush to go out soon!

30 days challenge

i saw this from cousin vivian's blog and i really think it'd be interesting to start on this and thus i decided that i should start on this now! i'd probably start on day 1 soon. so stay tuned!

Day 01 – A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02 – The meaning behind your Tumblr WordPress name
Day 03 – A picture of you and your friends
Day 04 – A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05 – A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06 – Favorite super hero and why
Day 07 – A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08 – Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09 – Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10 – Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11 – Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12 – How you found out about Tumblr WordPress and why you made one
Day 13 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14 – A picture of you and your family
Day 15 – Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16 – Another picture of yourself
Day 17 – Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18 – Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19 – Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20 – Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21 – A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22 – What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23 – Something you crave for a lot
Day 24 – A letter to your parents
Day 25 – What I would find in your bag
Day 26 – What you think about your friends
Day 27 – Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28 – A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29 – In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30 – Who are you?

my dead blog revived.

i realised a deleted blog can be revived by just a click, so here i am blogging away again. writing journals is a part of me, asking me to stop writing is equivalent to asking me to maim my hands. even thou im so busy nowadays, i practically dont have that much of a time to sit down and blog regularly like how i used to, but this blog has been with me since eons ago. it contains so much of my dramatic life like what yvette would describe my life as. thou most of the archives are gone, i still cant bear to delete away this blog. pisceseans are a bunch of sentimental people.

i was having some issues with myself since thursday. i swear its a total bad deepavali for me, an angry one i would say. i cant accept the fact for some reasons and one of the reason was cus 我是一个公私分明的人。 i draw a very clear line between work and my private life. whatever i did at work and however im like after work are two different matters for me. i act and do differently during and after work. i dont like colleagues to know much about my private life and the same goes for my friends and family. they dont know how im like at work and i consider this as one of the good points about me.

so, after i calmed down and reflect on this whole issue, i realised i shouldnt give up on blogging just cus of certain people. perhaps yvette is right, its not worth it to give up on something that i like to do cus of them. this blog is a public property of mine, everybody else who knows about this site has every right to read about everything i wrote in here. there's no way i can argue about this. and i have a clear conscience in my actions and words. i always give my best at work, i always say i want the best for my students, i always say i've this passion for teaching and not to forget, i adore the sense of satisfaction my job gives me. i enjoy what im doing and i definitely wont just stop here.

i dont like to get myself involve in all sorts of politics you'll encounter at work. whatever i hear, whoever who tells me anything, i'll just listen and forget about it. im definitely not someone who likes to go around telling tales and get myself involve in all these nonsense. i go to work, i do my job and i get my pay every month. thats it. i mean, come on, im not that childish and silly to make myself miserable everyday at work. and in any case, im dealing with children and parents and this alone is enough to give me headaches, so why do i wanna make myself feel even worse by playing politics with my colleagues? that is why, for you curious beings out there, if you're waiting for the day when you can read about me ranting about my colleagues, you'll never be able to see the day coming cus its just not happening.

and this includes my boss. whatever i've written about her so far are all good things about her cus one, i really think she's a good boss and two, she deserves all that praise from her subordinates and that includes the rest of my colleagues. so, just continue to be jealous of the good relationship between the two of us. sometimes, this is what people call, chemistry. i totally believe in having that chemistry for people to click.

犯错了就要勇于承认错误。 to err is human. nobody is perfect and the same goes for me. im not the perfect teacher out there, not the perfect daughter, not the perfect friend and not the perfect girlfriend out there. but im willing to learn from my mistakes and improve from them. im still undeniably young and the experiences that i have cant be compared to anyone of you out there. i've never been disrespectful to anyone whom i think deserves my respect. so, doing something like this behind other people's back will definitely, absolutely lose that lil respect from me.

anyway, who am i to start things with? im just a nobody. so why are you so curious about me? where did that curiosity inside you come from? even after days of reflection, i still cant figure out the link between everything. bizarre and scary at the same time.

my life is seemingly so interesting eh? so captivating that so many people cant take their eyes off my blog. well, sometimes people just need a lil entertainment to keep themsevles occupied i guess? maturity doesn't comes with age and doing this just proves me even further the credibility of this statement.

and its only now then i realised that it doesn't matter if they wanna read about my life and know everything about me from head to toe cus i've nothing to hide. the only thing im mad about was the fact that i've failed to protect the closed ones in my life. i loathe the fact that all of you knows about all my closed ones in my life. i loathe the fact that im so naked in front of all of you now, letting all of you see who's my boyfriend, my besties, my family and all that stories about me.

however, like i said, i've nothing to hide. but i've learnt my lesson so there are of course some things that you wont get the chance to read anymore. its just saddening to know how despicable, pretentious and cunning this world can get.