ANOTHER POST! cus im bored stiff! right, actually i should continue with my assignments but screw them now man! im not in the mood to do work. i work better at night so maybe i'll continue with my half-done work tonight.
im skipping DAY 12 cus its really lame. -.- i found out about blogspot through reading friends' blogs and i made one cus i enjoy jotting down my happenings. i still keep my diaries which i wrote in primary school! now that i flipped open my diary, i cant help but laugh at myself for being so silly and kiddish back then. its all memories, nice memories! :)
Day 13 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Dear SOMEONE,
by the end of this letter, you should know that im talking about you. i've so much to tell you but at the same time, nothing to tell you too. you gave me a good first impression and thats what that counts cus first impression matters the most to me. i really thought you are different from others but you somehow, turned out to be the same as the rest. maybe the only difference would be you really showed me the care and concern that i need and never neglect me no matter how busy you are, always there caring for me, always there waiting to know hows my day, always there to make me happy and always there to tell me how happy you are to have me. for that, i really appreciate your endless love, care and concern.
i guess conflicts are inevitable cus we're dealing with humans. how can any humans live without conflicts? two persons coming together, there are bound to be conflicts for sure. conflicts doesnt matter. what matters most is the aftermath of everything. how we deal with this, how we overcome this and how we grow together from this. hurt and pain, as much as i really dont wanna face them but i still did. cus we're dealing with our hearts, where all our emotions and feelings come in.
it not the first time you've hurt me and yet i always forgive and forget cus you're all that matters to me. for all that we're facing now, i hope we can go through this together and grow together as one. maybe all we need is just a little space for ourselves. no matter how big the fight is, no matter how mad we are, no matter how hurt we feel, i still love you and i know its the same for you.
You are everythin' in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know
And I don't care what they say I'm gonna be with you
Love,
ME