best valentine's day ever!

as much as im all sleepy and tired now, i still wanna blog this out cus i simply just cant contain my excitement and happiness within me! :D

you know how i was saying that i needed some strawberries to cheer me up yesterday and guess what?! i've got a bear to cheer me up today! :DD

i reached home, walked to my room and saw this huge box lying on my bed. for a second, i thought, "since when did i shopped online and purchased a box full of clothing?" LOL. as i walked nearer to the seemingly suspicious box, i read the words on top of it and yeah, you guessed it! its a surprise from my boyfriend! :DDD


guess what he sent me?


a personalized bear for nobody else but me! he even recorded his voice inside the bear and named him "baby baby"! ♥
embroided at the back of his robe! so freaking cute!
my baby boy's birth certificate! LOL! and look at his birth date, its on the 30th. coincidence? haha!
and spot the green box that the bear was holding!


♥
and just as i thought these were all, i spotted another note inside the box!



love letter for me! ♥
do you know what makes me love my baby so much? part of the reasons is he always write me love letters without fail during our special days, be it our anniversary or my birthday. pisceans enjoy reading love letters! :D and nobody else can be sweeter and more meticulous than him anymore. its such lil details like hiding the letter for me to find out, making a personalized bear just for me and the never ending surprises from him that make me just wanna love him and nobody else.

i love him in every single way and its my best valentine's day ever! nobody can make me feel this happy except for him and only him. <3

btw! this is supposedly my birthday present from him! (:

i want strawberries.

do you sometimes wish you can just put all your commitments down and get away from everything?

you know.. i've this weird thinking that i wanna stop working at probably 30 years old and travel around the world before i go back to work? i dont wanna wait till im all old and frail at 50 before i start touring around to see the world. but as a woman, i've to fulfil what im supposed to do; to get married and give birth. a few days back when wan was scaring me with all her pregnancies, i was scared outta my wits to even think about getting pregnant. LOL. but then again, i really wanna have kids when i get married! but well, if i do get married, this thought of mine probably wont come true cus of family commitments and stuffs and if i dont, i'd probably really earn all that i can earn now and travel round the world at 30.

anyway, this module is killing all my brain cells. that bloody lecturer was having PMS the whole of last week, venting out her anger and frustration on us. i hate going to her classes! sigh. still gotta endure her till end of march.

my birthday is coming in 2 week's time. my birthday wish this year is to have a vacation break on my birthday from thursday all the way to the weekend. mission impossible? :( no, i dont want any celebrations this year. anyway, birthday just signifies getting older each year and i hate the fact that im getting older! im forever 21! LOL.

i wish time could stop there and then.
and for now, i can only wish for some strawberries. the last time when i was really feeling down to the core about a year ago, i had strawberries to cheer me up. now, who's gonna bring me strawberries to cheer me up?

Sorry that i loved you

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

CNY 2011 (2)

continued with the visitings early in the morning then to my aunt's house. we played a teeny weeny bit of mahjong (sadly, no khakis) and tons of wii games with loads of laughter! :D as usual, my arms are sore after playing.

happy bunny year everyone! :D
blue and grey eyes! but mine is not obvious! :(

CNY 2011

happy rabbit year!! its my favourite festival of the year again. im so proud to be a chinese! :)








chit-chatting by the staircase?! LOL! anyway, check out my princessy shoes! love the details ttm! (:


favourite picture of the day cus i looked so slim here! :D
more visitings to go tomorrow!