you know.. i've this weird thinking that i wanna stop working at probably 30 years old and travel around the world before i go back to work? i dont wanna wait till im all old and frail at 50 before i start touring around to see the world. but as a woman, i've to fulfil what im supposed to do; to get married and give birth. a few days back when wan was scaring me with all her pregnancies, i was scared outta my wits to even think about getting pregnant. LOL. but then again, i really wanna have kids when i get married! but well, if i do get married, this thought of mine probably wont come true cus of family commitments and stuffs and if i dont, i'd probably really earn all that i can earn now and travel round the world at 30.
anyway, this module is killing all my brain cells. that bloody lecturer was having PMS the whole of last week, venting out her anger and frustration on us. i hate going to her classes! sigh. still gotta endure her till end of march.
my birthday is coming in 2 week's time. my birthday wish this year is to have a vacation break on my birthday from thursday all the way to the weekend. mission impossible? :( no, i dont want any celebrations this year. anyway, birthday just signifies getting older each year and i hate the fact that im getting older! im forever 21! LOL.
and for now, i can only wish for some strawberries. the last time when i was really feeling down to the core about a year ago, i had strawberries to cheer me up. now, who's gonna bring me strawberries to cheer me up?
