its only january and im feeling really exhausted about everything in my life these days. sometimes i wonder, why must i load myself with all these stuffs? it makes my life so dull and uninteresting. im so busy that i dont even have ME time, needless to talk about spending time with my dear friends. its been a long while ever since i enjoy some ME time; reading novels, painting my nails, watching shows and eating junk food to pamper myself.
my daily routine would be waking up at 6am, out to work and after 5, its either school or home. when i go to school, i will always be facing boring lectures in and out. when i go home, it will always be sleep and more sleep cus im so tired both mentally and physically that i dont even care about doing other stuffs except for replenishing my sleep. sometimes in between during my free days after work, i'd go for my driving lessons. by the time the weekend arrives, i dont feel like heading out anymore. i just wanna stay at home and do nothing. how boring is that?
cny is just around the corner and i totally dont feel the vibe at all. cny shopping must be the worst for me this year cus i've absolutely no time to shop. i grabbed everything i could possibly get hastily during one of the sundays not too long ago. and another reason is probably cus all the clothings i bought online NEVER reach me at all. one of the parcels was probably lost cus it never reach me since 4 weeks ago. and the other one was supposed to reach me today and it never did. how disappointing is that? throwing money away and not receiving anything. im starting to hate online shopping nowadays.
IM SO TIRED! SO BUSY! SO EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED! :(
i really feel like giving up but...
JOANNE TONG,
DONT GIVE UP.
because you're optimistic, everything else will turn out to be positive.
YOU CAN DO IT!
