picnic with cousins!

its been really long since the four of us went out together, so the other day, the weekend before mid autumn festival, we planned for a picnic at marina barrage! :D




the food we brought! did you see the mooncake from val, hiding behind the fishballs? :D
let's eat!
the only guy with the girls! :D




the weather was not very good on that day, we've to constantly worry about the dark clouds hovering over our heads and covering our food when we felt raindrops on us. LOL! so, we moved downstairs instead and started playing the games we brought!
playing monopoly deal that i borrowed from cousin jevons!
after monopoly deal, they relived my memory of playing bluff. we had so much fun trying to catch each other! LOL! then we started eating the mooncake before ending our picnic.
the three of us ♥♥♥




we were really close since young and im so glad that we are still as close now! val, vivi and i can really talk about anything and everything under the sun. we've shared so much secrets, laughter and tears with each other throughout our growing years. i really love my family! :D

something i dont understand.

its just something that i'd like to share with everyone out there. i chanced upon this girl's blog and she happened to be of my age and she sleeps around, being other men's mistresses.

what surprised me was how she thought sex could keep a man by her side and how sex could make them love her. she has had affairs with her bosses, colleagues, married men and even random strangers that she knew from facebook. she literally sleeps around with ANYONE who wanna sleeps with her. she thought these people are gonna love her back and leave their wives for her but none of them would do so for her. worst of all, she dont even get anything from them for sleeping with them. no money, no status and no love. is this called innocent or just trying to act dumb? or maybe she's just too desperate for love? whatever the reasons are, she shouldnt be seducing her bosses and married men or attached men. she knows its wrong but she continued doing so.

inititally, i kinda pitied the girl cus she cant seems to find anyone who's serious about her but after reading more and more of her posts, she revealed that she's the willing party who wanna sleep around with them even though she knows that its wrong. wth is wrong with her mindset? its cus of girls like her exist thats why men can cheat.

if she truly feels guilty of doing all these things, she should stop liking every men that she gets near to. that is not love, that is cheapening herself. she even revealed that sometimes she's the one who initiated all the sex with those men. i just dont understand. this is definitely not the way to keep a man. you're not only hurting yourself but you're hurting the rest of the women out there as well...

this whole thing reminded me of what someone told me before, that a man will never leave his wife for his flings outside cus he knows what he wants and who are the ones for keeps.

teachers day 2011

the management gave all staffs free tickets to USS for a day as teachers' day treat! you know, how boring things get when you've already been there for once and the second time you're there, its more or less the same? but oh well, since its free i might as well go! but it was really packed like mad yesterday! TOO MANY PEOPLE! we gotta queue for almost an hour just to take one ride. -.-

im like the tour guide for the day cus i've to bring my colleagues around who havent been to the place before. didnt really take much pictures cus everything is pretty much the same except for a few characters whom i didnt meet the first time i was there.

marilyn monroe!
with my colleagues, two chinese teachers and aunty!
betty boop!
i love this picture! candid! :D
kungfu panda!
with yunyun!
with shrek and his wife!
basically, we went to sit all the rides and watched all the shows and i finally went to play the battelstar galactica which i didnt get to play the first time there.


yuni lied to me saying the blue one was not as scary as the red one cus of the safety belt or something like that. so i excitedly went to try the blue track with yunyun first. and WTF!! i almost screamed till i run out of breath up there! FREAKING SCARY LAH! yunyun told me she tried talking to my up there but i was too engrossed in screaming and i didnt hear shit at all. LOL! come on, who in the right mind will still be able to talk up there?! yun yun. =X she didnt find it scary at all. WTF?! i swear the mummy ride is NOTHING compared to that! if you find mummy ride scary as shit already, then im sure you wont wanna try the blue battlestar galactica, you'll die of screaming and heart attack! then we went to try the red one and its actually quite fun! totally not as scary as the blue one! yuni is crazy to actually think that the red one is scarier?!

after we tried both, yun yun actually pulled me to take the blue one again! OMFG. i literally begged her to let me off. LOL. and she literally pulled me in!! damn, i was telling her how much i dont wanna go up there AGAIN while we were queueing for the ride. WTH. hahaha.

and i totally cant put the safety belt over me cus i've no strength! im struggling to pull it down on me. (you know how freaking heavy the damn belt was!) the stupid guy sitting beside me was not a gentlemen at all lar! he sat with his friend and his friend actually told him, "eh help her to pull it down lah!" and you know what the stupid guy beside me replied? "no need lah, wait for the worker to come and put it for her!" whats his problem? cannot help me meh!? -.-

and i swear after this second time, i totally had no strength to talk, scream too much already. yun yun cant stop laughing at me. -.- but i had fun. :) we were all dead beat after USS, went home and my body was aching!

nonetheless, happy teachers' day to all teachers! :D

the end of his three months vacation.

i sent him off early this morning for his flight at 6am. this time round, its just the two of us. dialed a cab, held hands in the cab for the last time before we reached the airport at 5am. waited for him to checked in for a really long time before we rushed to the departure gate. we hugged, kissed and i told him to take care and he told me he'll see me in december before he went in and i went home. come to think of it, its always the same scenario whenever im sending him off.

its three months of ups and downs for us i would say. there's of course the good times like how he surprised me with chocolate mudpie with a candle on top of it for our 17th monthsary, how he drove all the way to my place to see me when im sick, how he took care of me really well, tucked me to bed when im drunk, how he cooked lunch and dinner for me, how he surprised me with koi when i craved for it thou he hates queueing up for the drink, how he surprised me with hamsters for our 18th monthsary just cus i found them really cute (with all their food, bedding, etc all bought for me, so that i dont have to worry about how to take care of them), how he always peel prawns for me, take out all the fish bones for me when we're eating fish, how he always finish up the leftover food that i cannot finish, how he fetched me from work and school and how he always touched my head and call me "silly girl, fat baby and his babylove."

and of course not forgetting the bad times. however good a relationship might seems to be, there would always be bad times without fail because nobody is perfect and thus, no relationship is perfect too. i've had my fair share of tears, disappointment and anger in these three months as well. short as it seems, but its really tough for me.

the other day while talking to his mom, she said, "very fast ar.. the two of you together for two years already." technically speaking, we'd only be two years old when december comes. but she just reminded me of how fast time flies. it still seemed as thou i just got together with him and before we even knew it, its gonna be two years together for us. i used to really like keeping track of how long we've been together and such because it makes me happy to see how time flies by and we're still together, loving each other, bringing smiles and laughter to each other's lives. however, i realised that duration is not important at all. what's important are the contents in the relationship, the feelings we have for each other and how we treat each other. you can be in a relationship for as long as ten years but if the feelings aren't the same anymore, then duration is just nothing but a number.

不要去欺骗别人，因为你能骗到的人，都是相信你的人。不要去伤害人，因为你能伤害的人，都是对你不设防的人。

nothing but a facade...

what would you do if you were me?

when you found out that its all just nothing but a facade of everything?
when you realised that nothing is real?
when all you wanted was just THAT.
when you foolishly gave out your all and got back crap again?
when you thought what you heard was real and the reality sinks in and tells you no its not?
when you're ready to plunge in again, the image just hits you straight into your face and hurt you really badly?
when everybody else tells you, "hey pretty girl, you still have a long road ahead of you." and you never believe any of them?
when all you trusted was just that only person?

really? is that what it is? it never really hit me so hard until today. you just have to keep quiet about certain things and you just have to let it go even thou you very much wish to scream them all out.

i dont wish to go back to those crying nights again, please.... spare me.

double date

this is a really long overdue post! baby and i met cousin vivian and her boyfriend for a double date at kbox sometime back in june!

i wasn't given a chance back in my past relationship in bringing my boyfriend out on outings with my cousins or friends cus of his character. even if i did bring him out, the trips always end up unhappy. i feel that as a couple, we do need that romantic time alone with one another but sometimes, we need some friends or group outings to make our lives interesting too. im glad baby is friendly, easy-going and dont mind tagging along to meetups with my friends or whatsoever. i mean, look at it this way, what if next time we're married? are we not gonna bring each other out to meet each other's friends?! thats ridiculous right! im not the anti-social type, really.

anyways, the meetup wasn't that fantastic cus its both our boyfriend's first meeting with each other and vivian and i didnt really get to catch up with each other but then again, i would say i think both our boyfriends scored well for their first meeting! :D

we went singing at kbox!











after singing, we went for dinner together before going home. :)

universal studios trip

USS with my baby! ♥♥♥
we went during the last week of my june holidays on a thursday morning.
on our way to sentosa and baby telling me about his 'freaking handsome new haircut' -.-

jurassic park!
water boat ride!
we got really wet as compared to the rest of the passengers on board together with us.
the mummy

we sat on the mummy roller coaster ride twice cus that was the ONLY roller coaster ride that baby dare to sit with me. that coward, lied to me about sitting the battlestar galactica with me!! :(

next, far far away land.
this is where we watched the 4D shrek show and its awesome!
3D glasses for the show! :D
relaxing river ride with all the madagascar figurines.
for some reasons, the photgrapher took at least 5 shots for us while she took only 1 or 2 shots for the rest. LOL!
hollywood!


having fun with hats!
can you believe that indian man behind me just happily come into the picture when i was obviously posing for the camera?! spoiler! -.-


that ended our day in USS. :)