what would you do if you were me?
when you found out that its all just nothing but a facade of everything?
when you realised that nothing is real?
when all you wanted was just THAT.
when you foolishly gave out your all and got back crap again?
when you thought what you heard was real and the reality sinks in and tells you no its not?
when you're ready to plunge in again, the image just hits you straight into your face and hurt you really badly?
when everybody else tells you, "hey pretty girl, you still have a long road ahead of you." and you never believe any of them?
when all you trusted was just that only person?
really? is that what it is? it never really hit me so hard until today. you just have to keep quiet about certain things and you just have to let it go even thou you very much wish to scream them all out.
i dont wish to go back to those crying nights again, please.... spare me.
