im typing this now cus i need to do something to distract myself from thinking about some sad stuff. I'VE SO MUCH TO SAY BUT ARGHH! I CANT SAY THEM HERE! :( who wants to lend me a listening ear and perhaps a shoulder to cry on? :(
anyways, this is an overdue post about my birthday celebration.
my classmates were really thoughtful and sweet to surprise me with a birthday cake in class just a day before my birthday. :)
huimin and friends surprised me with another cake on my birthday.
zomg, look at the candles. two big ones and THREE small ones! :(
we're born on the same day!
thats how i spent my 23rd birthday, with lotsa love and surprises from my loved ones. im fortunate cus i've so many people who actually care about my existence and love me so much. :)
and not to forget, my two girlfriends, yvette and hankee who gave me my pre-birthday treat sometime back! <3
thanks all for the birthday wishes! your wishes are greatly appreciated! :)
as much as im all sleepy and tired now, i still wanna blog this out cus i simply just cant contain my excitement and happiness within me! :D
you know how i was saying that i needed some strawberries to cheer me up yesterday and guess what?! i've got a bear to cheer me up today! :DD
i reached home, walked to my room and saw this huge box lying on my bed. for a second, i thought, "since when did i shopped online and purchased a box full of clothing?" LOL. as i walked nearer to the seemingly suspicious box, i read the words on top of it and yeah, you guessed it! its a surprise from my boyfriend! :DDD
guess what he sent me?
a personalized bear for nobody else but me! he even recorded his voice inside the bear and named him "baby baby"! ♥
embroided at the back of his robe! so freaking cute!
my baby boy's birth certificate! LOL! and look at his birth date, its on the 30th. coincidence? haha!
and spot the green box that the bear was holding!
♥
and just as i thought these were all, i spotted another note inside the box!
love letter for me! ♥
do you know what makes me love my baby so much? part of the reasons is he always write me love letters without fail during our special days, be it our anniversary or my birthday. pisceans enjoy reading love letters! :D and nobody else can be sweeter and more meticulous than him anymore. its such lil details like hiding the letter for me to find out, making a personalized bear just for me and the never ending surprises from him that make me just wanna love him and nobody else.
i love him in every single way and its my best valentine's day ever! nobody can make me feel this happy except for him and only him. <3
btw! this is supposedly my birthday present from him! (:
do you sometimes wish you can just put all your commitments down and get away from everything?
you know.. i've this weird thinking that i wanna stop working at probably 30 years old and travel around the world before i go back to work? i dont wanna wait till im all old and frail at 50 before i start touring around to see the world. but as a woman, i've to fulfil what im supposed to do; to get married and give birth. a few days back when wan was scaring me with all her pregnancies, i was scared outta my wits to even think about getting pregnant. LOL. but then again, i really wanna have kids when i get married! but well, if i do get married, this thought of mine probably wont come true cus of family commitments and stuffs and if i dont, i'd probably really earn all that i can earn now and travel round the world at 30.
anyway, this module is killing all my brain cells. that bloody lecturer was having PMS the whole of last week, venting out her anger and frustration on us. i hate going to her classes! sigh. still gotta endure her till end of march.
my birthday is coming in 2 week's time. my birthday wish this year is to have a vacation break on my birthday from thursday all the way to the weekend. mission impossible? :( no, i dont want any celebrations this year. anyway, birthday just signifies getting older each year and i hate the fact that im getting older! im forever 21! LOL.
i wish time could stop there and then.
and for now, i can only wish for some strawberries. the last time when i was really feeling down to the core about a year ago, i had strawberries to cheer me up. now, who's gonna bring me strawberries to cheer me up?
For all of the times that I tried for your smile For making you think that I was worth the while So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand That no one was there to take a stand But then love love love made us blind
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you Sorry that I fell through Sorry I was falling in love with you I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time For all that I have done to you I wish that I could make it right So sorry that I loved you Sorry that I needed you Sorry that I held you tight
And I'm so sorry for... Making you love me and saying goodbye For being the one that taught you how to cry It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed For taking it back when I fled the scene Sorry love, for wasting your time
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you Sorry that I fell through Sorry I was falling in love with you I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time For all that I have done to you I wish that I could make it right So sorry that I loved you Sorry that I needed you Sorry that I held you tight
An apology now after all of this time Won't make any difference tonight But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind To love love love love in your life
continued with the visitings early in the morning then to my aunt's house. we played a teeny weeny bit of mahjong (sadly, no khakis) and tons of wii games with loads of laughter! :D as usual, my arms are sore after playing.
dragon For those with dragon as their Chinese zodiac animal sign in 2011, the dragon can expect a rather good metal rabbit year. The fortunes of the dragons in rabbit year 2011 will be better compared to 2010. The dragons will have better wealth luck, better health and better career star in their path. The 2011 Chinese astrology predictions for dragon indicate that the dragon person will have a good luck level which will wash away all the unlucky fortunes that has been following the dragons.
The horoscope 2011 Year of the Rabbit predictions for the dragon forecasts that while there may be inauspicious stars in the life chart of the dragon in 2011, dragons will have many lucky stars escorting them in 2011. The positive stars in 2011 will outshine the unlucky stars in the rabbit year for the dragon. Dragons will see things moving more smoothly in 2011 metal rabbit year as the dragon will obtain positive results in the changes they made in this Year of the Rabbit. The dragons will see their fortunes become better and their feng shui in 2011 will also become better. There will be considerable mainstream income but a little less on windfall gains for the dragons in 2011. Even the dragons will have their wealth star shining brightly in 2011, they are advised to be careful when going into new ventures as there will always be unpredictable risk associated with new investment schemes.
The career star in 2011 for the dragons will shine brightly in the Year of the Rabbit. In the Chinese astrology 2011 forecasts for the dragon person, the career of the dragon will see major developments. For dragons hoping to become entrepreneurs in 2011, well, this is the best time to go for it. Doing well at your business will see you gaining more wealth in the rabbit year. There may be promotions at the corner in 2011 for the dragon person. There are good chances for you to obtain monetary benefits as well as fame in 2011 for the dragon person. Dragons in 2011 can have a good 2011 feng shui by getting to know more people in the rabbit year in order to open new opportunities and expand their business. Dragons must not be arrogant as this action will caused other to despise you and thus making you feeling uneasy.
Dragon in Year of the Rabbit will have good wealth luck but what about the dragon’s health luck in 2011? Dragons will see their health greatly improved in the metal rabbit year but they have to watch their diet and hygiene factor closely. In order for the dragon person to stay fit in the rabbit year, they must eat more healthy food and exercise on a more regular basis. To stay safe in 2011, the 2011 dragon horoscope predicts that the dragon may face some danger in water sports. In the relationship area for the dragons in the rabbit year, couples will likely have a good time together. The dragon in metal rabbit year must get rid of their poker face in 2011 and be more frank with your facial expression. A gentle smile will allow the dragons to have a better romance with their partners. The compatible animal sign in 2011 for the dragons include the rat, monkey and rooster.
pisces General
The year 2011 shall bring in much intimacy in your relationships. You need to defend your position assertively at times. But maintain caution not to damage the delicate bonds that exist in relationships. In general the year would be one of calm and harmony. Your ideals and ambitions would be met partially much to your favour. Keep your balance in all aspects of life.
Career
Success is yours for the asking this year. Your greatest asset would be socialising nature that would help other’s thoughts and ideals to coincide with yours. You would be able to achieve your goal this year in the professional field without much effort. Trust in your instincts and this would be the best time to excel in your field. You deserve to be appreciated by authorities towards the end of the year for the hard work put in.
Finance
Finances would be a source of concern during the year 2011. You need to change your attitude from carefree to cautious in this area. Keep a tab of what and why you spend and think twice about the future before digging into your purse.
Expenditure related to revamping of your house might creep in towards the middle of the year. You are on your way to savings when a major dent appears in your financial balance. You cannot keep things as they are now. A better planning and cautious approach is needed in this area of your life throughout the year.
Love
Your most romantic dreams in life shall yield fruits this year. The first few months shall ask for your compromise on your freedom as far as relationships are concerned. Do give what is due for your partner. The middle of the year shall see much magnetism in you which shall be able to keep the relationships going. But ensure that your partner is reliable to get along all through your life. Radical changes can be expected in this area during the end of the year. For those single ones out there, time is ripe to locate your ideal other half. Do think twice if you are planning to severe any relations. Split milk cannot be taken back.
Health
Your health would be at its best than the previous few years. This is thanks to your new satisfied emotional make-up. You are bound more by family ties than ever and this helps you to tick on a positive note. Certain digestive and nervous disorders are probable during the middle of the year but with minor impacts on your life. Take care of your diet and mental health for a positive and healthy 2011. Three cheers for a healthy you.
its only january and im feeling really exhausted about everything in my life these days. sometimes i wonder, why must i load myself with all these stuffs? it makes my life so dull and uninteresting. im so busy that i dont even have ME time, needless to talk about spending time with my dear friends. its been a long while ever since i enjoy some ME time; reading novels, painting my nails, watching shows and eating junk food to pamper myself.
my daily routine would be waking up at 6am, out to work and after 5, its either school or home. when i go to school, i will always be facing boring lectures in and out. when i go home, it will always be sleep and more sleep cus im so tired both mentally and physically that i dont even care about doing other stuffs except for replenishing my sleep. sometimes in between during my free days after work, i'd go for my driving lessons. by the time the weekend arrives, i dont feel like heading out anymore. i just wanna stay at home and do nothing. how boring is that?
cny is just around the corner and i totally dont feel the vibe at all. cny shopping must be the worst for me this year cus i've absolutely no time to shop. i grabbed everything i could possibly get hastily during one of the sundays not too long ago. and another reason is probably cus all the clothings i bought online NEVER reach me at all. one of the parcels was probably lost cus it never reach me since 4 weeks ago. and the other one was supposed to reach me today and it never did. how disappointing is that? throwing money away and not receiving anything. im starting to hate online shopping nowadays.
IM SO TIRED! SO BUSY! SO EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED! :(
i really feel like giving up but...
JOANNE TONG, DONT GIVE UP. because you're optimistic, everything else will turn out to be positive. YOU CAN DO IT!
alright, here's a random post on one of our dates sometime back.
we always hold hands in the car! ♥ his one-hand driving skills are getting better and better all thanks to me! LOL!
he's babbling away about some bangalas on the bus stopping beside us at the traffic light junction. -.-
♥
we went to paradise dynasty for flavourful xiao long baos!!
handsome boy with CROCS slippers!! buay tahan him.
after dinner, we walked around and went in to sephora cus i wanna show him the eyeshadows that i wanna get and saw some lipstick colours that were really nice. however, i walked out of the store empty handed cus i thought it was quite expensive plus i still have like 2 or 3 lipsticks/gloss which i've yet to finish.
J: are you happy these days? L: yeah, are you? J: not really. L: so what could make you happier? J: more surprises from you lor! :D L: oh, so you want surprise? J: yeah, you spring me more surprises, i'll be happier. L: *took out something from his pocket* will this make you happier? J: ZOMG!! you went to buy it while im in the toilet?!
that sweetest boy actually went to sephora and bought the lipstick for me when i went to the toilet! :)
he actually surprised me with koi last tuesday and macarons last wednesday while im at work and he surprised me with a painting last thursday! he said he drew that for me as a farewell gift before he left. LOL. i thought i should get him a farewell gift and not the other way round? so cute! :D
his mom, willis and baby think she looks like me but i think she looks more like a japanese girl.
he's really meticulous in remembering small lil things like this and he never fails to make me happy, like always. <3
30122010 marks our first three-hundred-and-sixty-five days together! :)
i swear we didnt plan this. its coincidence and maybe that lil bit of chemistry. :)
i bought him a burberry belt and he got me this...
he's the sweetest boy i could ever have. (:
at imperial treasure.
on our way to mariott hotel!
food turned out to be a disappointment. :(
there's just no words that could describe how much i love this big boy. he pampers me a lot and he always make me feel like im the happiest girl on earth whenever im with him. thanks for all the pamperings, TLCs and always being there for me! happy one year anniversary mr yeoh! you know i love you ttm, like the mountains love the seas! <3
its the first day of 2011 and i feel old cus im turning 23 in 2months' time. :( technically speaking, its approximately one and a half months' time before im officially 23.
anyways, 2010 has been a really busy yet fulfilling year for me.
- i got into a new relationship. ♥ (actually its end of 2009) - work was forever busy and disastrous but im greatly satisfied with myself. - travelled to hongkong and taiwan for vacations. - started school once again. - started on my driving lessons.
basically, im busy with work and school throughout the year and busy with my LDR with my baby baby. however, we survived our first year together! :D
i hope this 2011 will be a better year for me even thou i can forsee that its gonna be very much the same as 2010. work, studies and LDR to handle. oh wells, sometimes such peace and stability is good in our lives, dont you think so?
even thou i may want some exciting moments in my life but i guess im passed that age and i should start planning on my career and my future. i know my goals so im gonna work towards them and acheive what i want.
but of course, i wanna enjoy life too! with my family, my baby baby and my girlfriends! ♥
its interesting to see how your resolutions and perceptions change as you grow older each year. this is once again a sign of becoming OLD. DAMN IT. :(
