somehow or rather, i wish for october and november to come and go quickly so that i'll be able to see baby baby soon in december again.
but then again, i kinda dread the arrival of october and november as well cus i'll be really busy when school starts in mid october and i finally went down to BBDC after work today. i registered and booked my BTT in november. i finally took the very first step out towards learning driving. not to forget, work is gonna be really busy as well with all the graduation concert, rehearsals, portfolios, PTC and so on.
wow, im amazed at my busy schedule, things that need to be done on my agenda.
1. school
2. driving lessons
3. work
these 3 things are gonna be my short term goals for the next 2 years and obviously they are gonna take up most of my time as well. im probably packed with work and school during weekdays and driving lessons during the weekends. leisure? no, dont think i'll have time for that. even if i manage to squeeze some time out during the weekends, it'd probably be used for doing assignments and projects.
i've seriously thought of quitting my job and concentrate on my studies till i graduate. however, the position that im holding now is of great advantage to me. i really want this experience so that when i graduate 2 years later, i could easily apply for a supervisory post in other schools with the experience that i once had. should i quit or should i stay?
driving is perhaps something that i would stretch over a longer period of time to complete cus by looking at my busy schedule now, i cant really fork out extra time for driving lessons except for the weekends, which is like maybe the most, once or twice per week? furthermore, with my slow understanding and grasp of controlling the car, i'd probably take forever to be ready for the practical test. LOL.
they say time pass faster when you're busy with tons of things to do.
i really want december to come fast cus i miss baby baby so much! no matter how busy i will be, he'd still be constantly on my mind. i'd still want to spend that measly 3 weeks with him amongst my busy schedule and so on. we've agreed to spend every single day with each other when he comes back cus time is never more than enough for us. somehow, i learnt something from this long distance relationship. i learnt to treasure him and our relationship more cus the separation makes me yearn for him more and treasure our love more.
we've talked about dreams together 2 years later, happy and lovely dreams. i would really love to fulfil them for the both of us. :)
