i decided to delete away all memories of the past today. maybe someday i might just abandon this blog too.
anyway, i lost my voice since last wednesday and i only went to the doctor today. doctor said its cus of allergy to dust or some dirty particles in my school that causes me to lose my voice all of a sudden. he gave me 2 days mc for tomorrow and friday. but how can i not go back to work when friday is the last day of term 3? so much things undone. i decided to go back to work tomorrow, too much things need to be done.
baby is gone for 3 days now? miss him like hell! he couldnt get a connection till today and we cant see or talk to each other till today. how miserable can this get? everybody has been comforting me, asking me to cheer up. oh well, you wont understand the sudden sense of lost when you're so close to a particular someone, spending almost everyday with him and he's gone all of a sudden, ALL OF A SUDDEN. okay fine, its pre-planned, but but... im still suffering from separation anxiety. :( okay, at least its not so bad now cus we get to talk to each other on the webcam. however, time is limited cus of his tight timetable for this term and i guess things will get worse in october when my school starts.
right, talking about school, im starting school in october. ultra mad sian. no choice, for the sake of my future plans, my future ambition to be my own boss, i gotta just get those useless papers. they're useless isnt it? are we gonna use those freaking theories and thesis and whatever shit after we graduate? hell no. half of the time, i dont use those things at work at all. i really dread going back to those days when i've to do tons of research and write thousand word essays. thinking about it makes me shiver but what to do? i still gotta bite my teeth and hang on for 2 years. but well, on the bright side, studying enriches our knowledge.
work has been disastrous this whole damn year up till now. so much things happening at work but well, i learnt not to take things to heart and not to bother so much about other people and other issues that dont concern me. the higher you climb, the more people hate you. this is really true, theres no such thing as all fair and square. i hope next year will be better, really.
unhappy issues aside, my mind is all full of vacations and more vacations. LOL. i keep telling baby that i wanna go australia for our vacation next june but that boy would rather go to asian countries like taiwan instead. i just came back from taiwan, dont feel like wasting the money to go there again next year. maybe in 2012? bangkok sounds good? he doesnt wanna go. :( maybe i could have an all girls trip to bangkok? shop till we drop? :D COME ON GIRLS, TELL ME YOU'RE WITH ME! :DDD
abrupt end here cus im feeling rather sleepy now. must be the medicine thats causing the drowsiness in me, gotta go get my beauty sleep now.
