met up with yvette for a catch up session on friday night. i was really touched when she said she really hate to see me upset and unhappy when i was with darren in the past. as my bestie, she supported me thou she knew i was really unhappy. she kept silent in front of me despite the fact that she really dislike darren a lot when we used to be together. the one thing that im really touched was she said she's very protective of her close friends and she wont want any of them to get hurt. yes, we dont meet up often and we dont talk that often but somehow, we're always in each other's hearts. we care and worry for each other whenever anything happen to either one of us. im glad she's doing fine now and im glad she's able to put the unhappy past behind her and start anew. :)
jie, i just want you to know that even thou we dont meet up often but i really do treasure you a lot and likewise like you, i hate to see you upset and hurt. you must know that im always here for you. be strong and be positive! whatever happens, you still have me, you still have all your close friends. :)
been hanging out with hui min quite often nowadays cus of just one thing that baby said to her, to take care of me. she's so persistent in meeting me every week cus she wanna keep her word to baby to take care of me. she told me some things over dinner yesterday which made me really surprised yet guilty at the same time.
"im not gonna let lewis bully you in any ways. if he ever dares to cheat on you like how jack neo cheated on his wife, i'll give him hell. he gotta know how tough it is to choose to wait for him to finish his studies and come back when you're someone who wanna settle down and not play around. its 3 years, not 3 months. how tough can this be? he gotta be thankful he found such a nice girl like you who's willing to give up other better choices out there to wait for him. so really, i'll give him hell if he ever dares to betray you."
"...if you ever wanna go clubbing, i'll go with you. i'll make sure i take care of you and never let anybody touch you. i swear i'll give them a tight slap if they dare to touch you. you know there are 2 types of guys out there, one is those who finds it exciting to touch girls who are innocent and blur like you. two is those who go for girls who dont mind and enjoy being touched by them. you never step inside before so you dont know what its like inside."
this is how much she really cares for me and treats me as her best friend cus i used to be always there for her whenever she's in trouble and needed someone to listen to her.
another favourite girl of mine, sueping. just like yvette, we dont meet up that often but once we meet up, we'll always have endless things to talk about. she's someone whom im comfortable in telling my problems to cus she'll always sit down and listen to me. sometimes she might not be able to help me but she'll always be patiently listening to my whinings and think of solutions for me to solve my problems.
and not to forget my bestie, han kee.
she's one girl whom i really love and care for too. we've been through ups and downs together during some parts in our lives especially those tough times we had in 2007. without her, i wont be what i am today, seriously. we never once leave each other in the lurch when we needed each other. now, we're all getting busier with our own lives but i believe the places we have for each other in our hearts will never be replaced right bestie?
i'll never trade away or give up my girls for anything, never. boys can break my heart, betray me and leave me but i believe my girls will never do that to me and they will be the ones by my side when my world collapse. these are the girls whom i will protect like how they care and protect me too. i dont need a truckload of friends, all i need is just them. :)
they're my frame of happiness.
