met up with my dearest vivian cuzzie after work today to visit my grandma together. yes, she's admitted to the hospital again.
reached the hospital, had a lil chat with my grandmother. she told us a lot of things, in fact very shocking things. after the conversation with her, vivian and i were exchanging those unbelievable looks with each other. grandma fell asleep shortly after our conversation and the both of sat down by her bedside and started talking over about what grandma said. seriously, i was really turned off by what my uncle did after what grandma told me. i think the last thing you could do is to respect your elder, whats more she's your mother. how can anyone just make their own decision which they think is right without even asking for other people's consensus? yes, you're the eldest son but are you her only child? i think you're not even respecting the other siblings of yours and worse still, you're not respecting your mother. do you even know why she agreed to it? cus she dont wanna become anybody's burden. she dont wanna make things difficult for everybody. you're her son, but did you spend time sitting down talking to her and ask her what she really wants instead of sitting down and forcing her into something that she actually doesn't want? i really dont understand why. if your religion is THAT good, then dont go around forcing or influencing other people to join. if its really SO good, people will join automatically even without any influence. seriously, you're just too obsessed into it.
but what more can we say? cus its too late for regrets. he was indeed superbly fast with his actions that i dont think anybody got the chance to stop him. i asked my grandma whether is she happie with her decision now and she said, she's old, she no longer really cares about whats happie and unhappie anymore. when talking about my grandfather, she kept saying he was gone for a full 10 years and left her all alone in this world. its sad to hear what my grandma said and its even sadder to know that my uncle did that to her. grandmother told me she got no worries, she just want us to be happie and want us to get married if we have a stable relationship. and she told us something really shocking.
just as we were talking away, uncle suddenly appeared!!! the situation was so tensed up once he arrived. obviously the both of us stopped gossiping right away. we couldn't stand the weird atmosphere any longer so we decided to leave. just as we're gonna leave, uncle suddenly asked about what did my grandma said to us. i was practically frozen down there and shocked by his question. vivan answered him and we just hurriedly walked off. OMGOODNESS. its seriously so scary! we were both having suspicion that he sorta overheard our conversation when he came in.
my god lars! how scary can this get man? after that, we stopped by clementi for my dinner. tried botak jones for the first time in my life which was not bad. managed to do some catching up with each other over dinner. home sweet home after dinner.
back home, told mom what happened in the hospital. even mom cant believe that grandmother really agreed and uncle really did that. and when i told mom the other big news, she couldn't believe her ears and said grandmother was probably blur and talking nonsense. wells, i dont think so cus she seemed to be in a clear mind talking to me and vivian was there listening too. and she asked, why would grandmother actually told me when the rest of them dont even know? seriously, i dont know why. all i know is that i should talk to grandmother as much now cus i think she's feeling very lonely and we seriously need to spend time with her if we can.
being her granddaughter, thats the least i can do.
