baby's away

baby's back yesterday! but... he's gone again today. im having separation anxiety and i hereby announced that the only cure for my cause is baby.

he waited for me to end work yesterday and we went back to yishun. he passed me the gift he bought for me.



he told me this cute lil thing reminded him of me when he's away. and the message written on top of it is very meaningful, just what he wanna say to me.

i'm yours
they say i will love you
every minute of each day
always standing by your side
and faithful i will stay

i really appreciate that he bought me something thou i didnt ask anything from him. its the thought that counts. :) then we had our dinner at coffeeshop and hanged around at northpoint. he bought me a black dress from esprit. :) after that, we chilled at burger king.

he loves to take this kinda candid pictures and i dont know why.

he's so heavy and yet always wanna lie down on me!

he likes to kiss and lick me at the same time.

i must hug him more before he left.

he wanna give me a big big kiss before he left me for another 3 days.

i miss his hair smell and miss being so close to him.





then he put on his cap on me and claimed that i looked nice in it which i think his cap is too big for my head.



and this silly man was so naughty and dirty! he kept behaving like a retarded kid who just cant stop dripping saliva on me! LOL! then home sweet home. im missing my ugly but adorable love so much now.

anyway, work is crazy! the officer is coming down like next week and i've got plenty of things undone. im so gonna be dead. tomorrow and friday will be working ot to finish up whats supposed to be done. training the kids to dance is really killing me! i really need to give it to them this time. their attitude sucks to the core! work is just stressing me out. the officer, the concert dance, the children's progress and this and that. arghh!

and oh, i just had a trim today. my fringe and hair are shorter now.

my cute student

i taught the class water cycle today.

ellanda: teacher, how you know?
me: of course i know, im a teacher!
*whole class laughs*
ellanda: then who teach you?
me: i read from books.
ellanda: then how the books know?
me: LOL! somebody wrote it down.
ellanda: then how the somebody know?
me: cus the somebody is a scientist and scientists explore what the water cycle is about.

how cute can my ellanda get? LOL! oh thats how and why i love children so much. :) they're forever so innocent, so silly and yet so adorable.

our downs

went to causeway point with baby on saturday and thou its boring over there, time still passed very fast for us. our times together always pass so fast, the weekends are never enough for us. watched 'red cliff' together and the movie is freaking good! i was so into the movie right from the start till the end, the whole of 2 and a half hours! after watching a few movies like this made me realized this kinda ancient war shows are not bad. im getting interested in such shows, more of such shows please! now im so looking forward to part 2 of red cliff.





look at my chubby cheeks!





baby likes to kiss me.

kiss me again.

tried to kiss me again!

okay, here's one kiss for you :)

kisses1.

kisses2.

hugs1.

hugs2.

here comes the funny shots. :D

look at his cunning face.



naughty baby! wants me to dig his nose!

he makes me wanna cry.

yet makes me wanna laugh.

no matter what, i love my silly, cute and adorable baby!

he likes to SCARE people. LOL!

after our movie.

went to yishun to find him on sunday. watched 'hellboy' and didnt really pay attention on the show cus im not interested in such shows. mac after movie and home sweet home.

work is giving me a big headache. im so STRESSED!

happie days with baby

work is driving me nuts. its really and i mean extremely tiring to teach cus students are so hard to teach nowadays! batch by batch, more and more difficult ones come in. thou i didnt face the younger ones but seriously, my batch that im taking now is enough to kill me. im really mentally tired this time round. where's my motivation to teach? where has my passion for teaching gone to? i need to find them back. its not that i've lost interest in teaching, its just that im mentally tired, having to shout and scold everyday. i mean it when i say EVERYDAY. can you imagine how tired i am? and they're regressing after the june holidays! it really and i mean REALLY makes me angry cus all my effort i put in before the holidays all reduced to naught? im pushing them real hard now, giving them stress as well as to myself. cus when they give me sloppy work, i tend to feel stress cus its only like less than half a year to primary one? maybe im the only one who feels worried over there but im just like this. i just cant leave them alone to die like this thats why i say i havent lost interest in teaching and i dont think i'll lose it. its my childhood ambition.

anyway, tuesday was the day that really made me felt so mentally tired. met up with baby after work cus he got no ot. went to yishun to find him cus he's sick and i dont want him to travel far back home. ate dinner and watched 'hancock' for the second time. yeah right, second time. we just wanna spend more time with each other thats all. he told me a lot of things inside the cinema. for one moment, i kinda find it hard to believe that all those words came out from his mouth. but he was really sweet to me. he's been damn lovely and nice to me for the past one week till i cant believe its him. im serious. my baby has grown up and become a real man now thou im in no position to say this cus im 5 years younger than him. :) home sweet home after movie. he cant bear to let me go, dont even wanna let go of my hand till the very last few steps towards the bus.

anyway, bestie texted me to go to her house to try on a white shorts which is too big for her so i went up. and the first thing her mum said when she saw me was, "wah, you're prettier now le lehs.. grow up become more and more pretty le, really is nu da 18 bian." bestie laughed. i know you're jealous auntie said this of me thats why you laughed right? LOL! =X so, went into her room and tried on the shorts but too bad, it dont look nice on me. thereafter, i stayed for awhile more to chit-chat with her. so looks like there's more to the story now eh? went home after that. im dead tired.

met up with my sueping after work yesterday. its been super long since i last seen her! chatted a lot about her schooling life, my work and so on. and oh, she's going to hong kong on a vacation and she's gonna get me my branded bag! of course, i'll be paying but at least its cheaper than the goods sold here. :) im still deciding on which brand i should get. coach or burberry? after which, met baby back at yishun. i've really got to say baby really changed. he's no longer the old darren that i knew. he's so patient with me and so understanding with me now and he told me he's dead serious about what he said on tuesday. im pondering over his words on tuesday. again, he cant bear to let me go till the very last few steps on board the bus.

baby got no ot today so met him straight after work. he told me a piece of good news about his work. im happie for him! hopefully he'll do a good job so that when he earns more money, he can buy more things for me. HAHAS. guess what? i bumped into sueping! its baby who told me first.

him: eh your friend lehs.
me: *looking at watches* huh? what my friend? *turned around and saw sueping*

what a coincidence right? hahas. just met her yesterday and bumped into her again today. :) anyway, walked around before i decided to go back to my place for our dinner. had our dinner at al ameen cus i had a sudden crave for roti prata.

points me!

points you back!



look at baby's retarded face plus his super funny fringe! LOL! it really makes me laugh. :D

another one that makes me laugh. LOL!



anyway, baby kept fiddling with my pictures in my phone. he bluetoothed almost all my individual shots to his phone and he even cropped 2 of my photos with yvette cus he said he likes my smile in the photos. LOL! it seemed that he had fun cropping away the images. when asked which smile he likes about me, teeth shown or not? he said both but prefers me smiling without teeth shown cus he said the way i smile is unique and nice. we're just totally obsessed about each other. :) he walked me home before he went home. we're planning for a year end vacation soon! yeah! i love travelling! :D til then.

i love my 10D a hell lot! :D

im a lucky girl

its youth day today so its a public holiday for schools! :D hence, decided to meet my yvette lao jie to town for a kbox session.

outfit of the day, black dress.

wow, its been like a year or 2 since i last stepped into kbox? amazing!

kbox!









left kbox and we cam-whored in the toilet. LOL!

reflection! and what nice coincidence? black dresses today!













dont care about me. im mad. LOL!

after that, went to xing wang for our high-tea. i dont consider that as lunch cus its way past lunch time. :D chatted a lot with her and i enjoyed our conversation a lot. :) after high-tea, went to search for baby's yellow watch that he wanted. walked up and down, searched high and low all over orchard just to find that watch. asked the salesgirls to help me call so many outlets and damned, all sold out! found out from one salesgirl that somebody bought it away from isetan scotts today! TODAY! before we even have the chance to go and grab hold of it! arghhh! i dont care. im gonna find it and get it for him by hook or by crook. i'll do whatever it takes to get it for him.

lao jie was really damn nice today! accompanied me throughout without any complaints, helping me to think of where to get it and so on. i really owe her a big one this time. even after we parted our ways, she still helped me to call some of the neighbourhood outlets and damned again, all sold out!

parted our ways and im off to meet my dearie baby at yishun. he's got no ot today! he said im beautiful with my dress today. :) had our dinner at mac and we went crazy.













after the normal shots, here comes the crazy ones.

wanna know what happened? ask him!

cheeky baby!

cheeky dearie!

cheeky sweetie!

and cheeky darling!

this is a clear example of a fake cum forced smile.

after dinner, went to walk around to search for his nose inhaler that his godma recommended him. searched for it at guardian and watsons and again, cus of my good eyesight, i spotted it for him. :)

baby said he missed me like crazy at work today, kept staring at my photo and realized i looked cute in our wallpaper. LOL! we're obsessed about each other. yvette is right. i dont think i'll ever marry anyone else except for him cus she'd never seen me so crazily in love with anyone before. :) but oh wells, baby's my first love, so of course i never felt this crazily in love with anyone before.

work tomorrow. :(

whatever it takes

baby came my house to fetch me on saturday and im very indecisive on where to go cus everywhere is boring to me, in the end baby suggested going bugis. thou i was reluctant to, we still headed there. we saw these promoters from J.Co giving out free donuts and i wanted to take it but didnt in the end. so when i walked away, i just took it for granted that baby would be beside me and just put my hand across the arm when i realized its not him! its someone else dressed in black too. it was so embarrassing! he looked at me and i just quickly pulled my hand off. damn, how blur can i get?

walked around, bought tickets for 'hancock' at the shaw theatre near beach road. thereafter, we went to suntec for a walk. baby paid for my black shorts at cotton on. had our dinner at fish&co.

candid shot.

baby can read my mind! he just knows my thinking inside out somehow. we're getting closer and closer and closer, physically and mentally. :)

went for our show after dinner. the show is great. on the way home, baby almost fell into the drain while walking cus there's this bunch of guys standing in the middle of the pathway, blocking the passageway. idiots! baby got so irritated and pissed off that he threw his nose inhaler at them and hit right on one guy's head. i kinda told him off never to do that again cus no matter what, hitting someone first is wrong. i just dont want any unnecessary trouble to happen to him, im just worried for him. and he used this to crack a joke out of me. so home sweet home! we lingered for sometime at my staircase cus we just find it so hard to leave each other. you can never imagine how close we are now, the feeling is just so strong between us.

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

looks like baby's gonna fall sick soon! i hate it! went to yishun to find him today. i told him i wanna watch 'the strangers' and damn, the timings at yishun cinema were not right so he suggested going to causeway point. took a train down and bought our tickets first. had our dinner at the food court and went for our movie. my goodness, the movie is freaking scary! it really scared the hell out of me. its been quite sometime since i last caught such a movie that really scared my wits out of me. but frankly speaking, the storyline sucks. i dont understand the story at all. its just nothing but scares, so not worth to watch. baby's really sweet and close to me inside the cinema. he said he felt so close to me and i felt that too.

missed 3 buses home just to spend longer time with my baby. we talked and baby told me how much he really love me and that he really cant do without me. he told me something really sweet. "remember this, no matter where you go, i'll always find you. i'll never let you go." he said he'd never felt this way before with any of his exes. i could really see his sincerity and feel his immense love for me. decided to accompany him home cus he's having a very bad block nose and i wanted to spend more time with him. took a bus back to his house, cam-whored on the bus.







he's my silly baby!

im his lil baby!



my cute lil baby. :)

alighted at his bus stop and he waited for the bus home with me. home sweet home! had our third text message coincidence on the way home. we really had this weird connection between us that we just somehow will sms each other at the same time for the third time already. here's what he said;

"Ya. Look like fate is with us all the time. Baby i will always love u! I will let our love grow strong. I wun disappoint u de. I cant lose u! U r my air. i need you to live."

i typed out exactly word for word in the sms he sent me. the only way i could repay his immense love for me is to love him back double and i will.

tears of joy

yesterday, met baby after work. finally its a day with him without working ot. sometimes i wish gss could just disappear right now cus it has snatched my baby away from me but sometimes i wish it wont cus im a shopping queen.

okay, something happened. he's very unhappie about it. it's got something to do with my bikini pictures i posted on my previous entry. nonetheless, i still allowed him to send that text message, its just to make him feel better. i know he's just concern and protective of me.

anyway, went to fetch him after work and then hanged around at jurong east. searched high and low for his loreal playball and all thanks to my recommendation to walk in to that shop plus my good eyesight, i found it for him. his orange playball. so someone is a happie man now, cus he dont have to worry where to find that anymore. :)

then we decided to watch a movie at jurong east. before that, went to mac for our light dinner. then we fiddled with our handphones, especially mine cus its new. in case you wonder, yeah, i changed phone recently. so now, we have the same wallpaper and i displayed his picture as screen saver, he displayed mine as his screen saver. it'll be nicer if we have couple phones cus everything will totally be the same. but this big man wants a N95.

then we went up for our movie, 'deception'. the theatre sucks, baby kept complaining about the super small screen and i kept fidgeting cus of the limited space of the seats. and not to mention, the movie is boring! the story development is freaking slow till it really made me lose attention on the show. however, i still managed to finish watching and know what the story is all about. home sweet home!

today, baby gave me a 'morning call' at 330am all cus of somebody's text message. i know, he feels very insulted by it and was really angry with that. but anyway, work was hectic today. there's audition for the graduation concert today and cus im one of the K2 teachers, i need to be much more focused this year than last year cus my children will be performing too. so it becomes part of my responsibility to train them.



isnt she beautiful just like an angel? my lovely and adorable fitri atiqah. =)

she's really super duper cute! i took videos of her and her friends at class today. she's so cheerful, so nonsensical and so cute! one of my favourites in K2E. :D

after work, met baby at yishun. he gave me a surprise today! he bought me 3 basic tops from espirt, yellow, red and black. he wanted to get me more colours but i guess he somehow understand that i wouldnt like the rest of the colours so he didnt get them. im so happie! :D

then accompanied him for his haircut. the same hairdresser served him again. this time round i really believed he's from china cus i heard him talking clearer than the first time but i gotta say his skills are not bad cus baby looked more handsome after the 2 haircuts. LOL! after haircut, had dinner at one of the coffeeshops.

showed him videos and pictures of my adorable kids. then i started video-ing him asking him to sing song for me since he claimed he always sing for me. LOL! and the end product is super funny! i couldnt stop laughing everytime i play back the video. HAHAS! he's really my adorable love just like my kids. :D yeah, we have our theme song now, 'always be my baby'. we'll always be each other's baby.





walked around before i went off. he's really damn nice and lovely to me recently. he told me he's going to give me surprises every now and then cus he just wanna see me happie. im so touched when i heard that, my silly baby! =) and i cried on the bus on my way home cus im just so touched by him today. again, he didnt do anything fanciful for me and our night was very simple yet it really triggered my emotions deeply tonight. i really feel that im the happiest girl on earth and i really feel so blissed with him. :) im really a very lucky girl.

busy day

i thought its youth day today but damn, i was wrong. its actually next monday. my kids are sucking all my energy away but still, i love them no matter what especially my K2E! i know they love me as much too. =) presenting to you my 2 classes... K2C first. i took their pictures after they were done with their work, except for a particular group cus they're not done yet and not to forget the absentees, so its not full class for 2C.

from left; harolin, ain, cristabel, masod, jun ming. i love to disturb harolin cus she's so freaking cuteeeeeeeeee! :D

from left; zayani, farahdilla, robin. zayani is one of my naughty boys in class!

from left; syafiq, putri, izzat, mei xuan, felicia. putri is the one who loves singing and dancing and KPO as well. LOL!

now presenting my afternoon class which is also my favourite class, K2E! this is an almost full class except for one absentee.

as usual, you can see the naughty ones are the boys who made those funny faces and the ones who tried to hide from the camera behind! so basically, the boys are the naughty ones. but i still love them very much cus they really make me laugh like crazy.

my pretty girls with ellanda and shirley missing in action. from left; kelly, fitri, mavis.

after work, met bestie to town cus i really need to collect my dress after such a long time. as usual, we talked non-stop, updates on her complicated situation and mine. went to far east first cus i wanna get a belt and i got it after some searchings. the belt is simple yet it really caught my attention cus of the gold knuckle in front, simple and beautiful. and then i got my bikini too!

*photos removed* cus baby doesn't like it.

guess which one i got? yeah, the turquoise one cus i looked nicer in that right? bestie agrees too. i got my bikini now, so when can i go to the beachhhhhhhh?

after far east, headed straight to cineleisure to collect my black dress and had our dinner at xing wang cafe again. wells, we're lazy to think of where to eat so thats the easiest and most convenient place for us. bestie is so poor thing and i could see that she's really affected by this. wells, dont think so much and just have a good talk with her? or just do what you think is right, dont care about those childish people.

home sweet home! cam-whored on the bus.









and this blur sotong dont even know the function of putting photos onto contact list until she saw mine. so she started putting photos onto her chosen contacts too. LOL! wells, i only put my close contacts' faces on their contact cards so of course bestie is one of them. and she washed out one of our photos! so sweet of her right! hahas. she's gonna be my bestie for life! there's no doubt about this. =)