before i start anything, let me announce today is 29th february! the special day once in every 4 years!
today is a great great day. but anyway, the past few days was hell for me cus once again, i got to listen to some crap and nonsense from parents. so what now? yes its my responsibility to make sure my children learn how to read and write but hello? its NOT my responsibility if they FORGOT or are LAZY to learn what i teach! as parents, i believe you should cooperate with me together to help your child learn even better! by pushing the whole responsibility to me, you're only being irresponsible towards your children! by saying such irresponsible words, you're only adding stress onto me. and for your information, i dont only teach the 2 children of yours, i teach a total of 42 students! how am i supposed to find time to coach them personally to make sure they improve everyday? if you dont make an effort to help your child, then what else can i do? by giving you feedback about your child's progress means i want you to cooperate with me as well and not to listen to all your crap!
enough of work. anyway, im really cracking my brains to think of ways to help my poor children improve. by hook or by crook, they MUST improve by end of this year.
met baby to town after work today. went to esprit and he bought me a white belt that i wanted long ago and he also bought one for himself too. i should say he renewed it cus he bought it once before. LOL! so in return of his gift, i treated him to dinner at xing wang cafe. after dinner, walked around and home sweet home! wanted to catch a movie but wells, the timings were not right so dropped this idea. baby told me about some special unit force that guards the JI leader. okay, i've to admit im a mountain tortoise who know nuts about those people but wells, i guess most of us dont know much about them either. and so, on the way home while reaching my house, we saw lotsa police cars, not normal ones but those red and big ones touring around bukit timah. and the reason is? we reckoned that they're trying to search the area to locate him.
and when i reached home, i received some shocking news from brother. he said the latest news announced that this JI leader had escaped to bukit batok so that explains why there's so many police cars patrolling my area all the way down to bukit batok just now. but hey, its scary to hear this you know. who knows where is he hiding now. maybe he's hiding at those forests at bukit batok? and im working over there, so its only natural for me to get scared that i might bump into him some day next week if by then he's still not caught? =X but obviously i hope not.
oh what is the world becoming to? terrorists and all. i cant imagine if he's not caught, seriously. did you realise how serious this matter is if he's not caught? i suppose by then we'd all be in danger.
Friday, February 29, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
birthday presents
met bestie and baby after work today. bestie oh bestie, you're such a great friend! guess what she bought me for my 20th birthday? a baby-G watch and its white in colour! i've been wanting to buy a new watch for quite sometime already and this sweet bestie of mine bought a watch for me! :D THANKS ALOT BESTIE! I LOVE IT LOADS and I LOVE YOU LOADS TOO! :D
life is fine till now. work is interesting! love my kids to the bits just like how they love me to the bits too! :) and i just started giving them spelling exercise and im really very glad that some of my poor students actually make an effort to learn and score 10/10 for me! IM SO HAPPIE! but wells, partly is also cus their parents do make the effort to cooperate with me to help their children. (: i specially wanna mention about this student of mine, izzat. he's quite poor in english so everytime i ask him questions in class, he dont answer me. low self confidence i guess. and guess what? he can actually sore 10/10 for me for my spelling! im so happie with him can! i told him, "EXCELLENT IZZAT! TEACHER IS VERY HAPPIE WITH YOU THAT YOU CAN SPELL AND READ ALL THE WORDS! TEACHER GIVE YOU A BIG BIG STAR KAES!" and he's also very happie with himself. :D this is what i meant by the satisfaction i can get when i see poor students of mine improving day by day. i just love teaching to the max! (:
and ellanda that vain plus KPO girl asked me this question yesterday.
her: teacher, you want your bra to be big big?
me: what?! who told you this?
her: *laughing* my maid. she say hors she want her bra to be big big so that she can be pretty.
me: she told you this?!
her: YES!
me: dont say nonsense ar! your maid is teaching you nonsense things!
but the actual fact is im dumbfounded when she asked me that. how am i supposed to answer a 6 years old lil girl this? LOL!
anyway, baby and i talked about some election thing on the bus on the way home just now. so wells, he cant brainwash me cus im working for the government and im a good citizen! :D
life is fine till now. work is interesting! love my kids to the bits just like how they love me to the bits too! :) and i just started giving them spelling exercise and im really very glad that some of my poor students actually make an effort to learn and score 10/10 for me! IM SO HAPPIE! but wells, partly is also cus their parents do make the effort to cooperate with me to help their children. (: i specially wanna mention about this student of mine, izzat. he's quite poor in english so everytime i ask him questions in class, he dont answer me. low self confidence i guess. and guess what? he can actually sore 10/10 for me for my spelling! im so happie with him can! i told him, "EXCELLENT IZZAT! TEACHER IS VERY HAPPIE WITH YOU THAT YOU CAN SPELL AND READ ALL THE WORDS! TEACHER GIVE YOU A BIG BIG STAR KAES!" and he's also very happie with himself. :D this is what i meant by the satisfaction i can get when i see poor students of mine improving day by day. i just love teaching to the max! (:
and ellanda that vain plus KPO girl asked me this question yesterday.
her: teacher, you want your bra to be big big?
me: what?! who told you this?
her: *laughing* my maid. she say hors she want her bra to be big big so that she can be pretty.
me: she told you this?!
her: YES!
me: dont say nonsense ar! your maid is teaching you nonsense things!
but the actual fact is im dumbfounded when she asked me that. how am i supposed to answer a 6 years old lil girl this? LOL!
anyway, baby and i talked about some election thing on the bus on the way home just now. so wells, he cant brainwash me cus im working for the government and im a good citizen! :D
Monday, February 25, 2008
im 20!
IM OFFICIALLY A 20 YEARS OLD WOMAN NOW! call me a woman from now onwards, not a small lil girl anymore.
im 20 now and i ought to behave like a matured, sensible and responsible YOUNG adult now. i'll learn to accept whatever thats gonna come into my life and learn to handle things in an adult manner instead. i'll learn to grow up from being a teenager.
thanks everyone for the sweet wishes especially my 3 bestest girlfriends! han kee, yvette and sue ping. love them to the bits! guess who was the first one who wished me this year? its baby cus he's with me. and the first one on the cell who wished me was surprisingly him.
the bad thing is i need to start buying anti-ageing products to use already.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
my knight
The day i met my knight
is one that changed my world forever.
I gazed into those eyes
and knew we'd always be together.
So kind and gentle and caring too.
A sweet charmer.
A man above all other men.
My hunk in shining armour.
Through thick and thin
love reigns supreme
and laughter fills our castle.
My life reads like a storybook
with love thats never ending.
You found me once upon a time
and you're my happy ending.
Be my knight till forever, will you?
is one that changed my world forever.
I gazed into those eyes
and knew we'd always be together.
So kind and gentle and caring too.
A sweet charmer.
A man above all other men.
My hunk in shining armour.
Through thick and thin
love reigns supreme
and laughter fills our castle.
My life reads like a storybook
with love thats never ending.
You found me once upon a time
and you're my happy ending.
Be my knight till forever, will you?
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
more episodes?
i feel so much more better now ever since i changed my comfort zone to somewhere else cus i can blog about anything i want! i can blog about all my feelings, ups and downs there! nobody will get to read it except for ME ME ME! :D
how my weekend is spent, i dont wish to make much comments on it cus i dont see the need to. all you have to know is i spent it with baby thats all. watched 'PS, i love you' and 'jumper'. baby thought 'PS, i love you' is a boring movie but wells, i guess love stories are all like this? 'jumper' is much more better cus since its an action type movie, it keeps us occupied most of the time. anyway, its cool to be a jumper! baby asked if i have a choice will i wanna date a jumper? and my initial answer was yes! cus he can bring me to lotsa places anytime i want and do lotsa things that i want or never do before! and then baby mentioned that if its so, i have to accept the fact that im in danger of getting killed by enemies. and then i changed my answer to, i would rather have a jumper FRIEND than a jumper BOYFRIEND. in this way, i can have the same experiences but need not be afraid of getting killed by enemies. hahas.
there's much politics stuffs going around at my workplace. wells, who would have thought that mrs leong is also like this? i dont wish to comment much cus its not a good year for dragons to gossip too much behind people's back so i would rather keep silence about all these on-going gossips.
work is cute today! my kids always never fail to make me laugh out loud, HAHAHAS. :D
im turning 20 in 6 days' time! excited? im excited cus im finally 20!!! 20 marks the start of the adulthood so im excited to be an adult thou it means that im gonna be freaking OLD with a big 2 in front of my age now. wells, what to do? life still has to go on regardless whether im young or old. another reason why im excited is cus its OUR 20TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY on my birthday too! what a coincidence right? im turning 20 on our 20th month anniversary. LOL! its already a coincidence at the start of our fairytale, that our birthday falls on my birth date too. :)
met baby after work today. went to west mall for dinner. and he showed me some stupid yet funny video clip. LOL! and then after that, he kept mimicking the funny noises inside the video clip! cant stand this silly man! hahas.
how my weekend is spent, i dont wish to make much comments on it cus i dont see the need to. all you have to know is i spent it with baby thats all. watched 'PS, i love you' and 'jumper'. baby thought 'PS, i love you' is a boring movie but wells, i guess love stories are all like this? 'jumper' is much more better cus since its an action type movie, it keeps us occupied most of the time. anyway, its cool to be a jumper! baby asked if i have a choice will i wanna date a jumper? and my initial answer was yes! cus he can bring me to lotsa places anytime i want and do lotsa things that i want or never do before! and then baby mentioned that if its so, i have to accept the fact that im in danger of getting killed by enemies. and then i changed my answer to, i would rather have a jumper FRIEND than a jumper BOYFRIEND. in this way, i can have the same experiences but need not be afraid of getting killed by enemies. hahas.
there's much politics stuffs going around at my workplace. wells, who would have thought that mrs leong is also like this? i dont wish to comment much cus its not a good year for dragons to gossip too much behind people's back so i would rather keep silence about all these on-going gossips.
work is cute today! my kids always never fail to make me laugh out loud, HAHAHAS. :D
im turning 20 in 6 days' time! excited? im excited cus im finally 20!!! 20 marks the start of the adulthood so im excited to be an adult thou it means that im gonna be freaking OLD with a big 2 in front of my age now. wells, what to do? life still has to go on regardless whether im young or old. another reason why im excited is cus its OUR 20TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY on my birthday too! what a coincidence right? im turning 20 on our 20th month anniversary. LOL! its already a coincidence at the start of our fairytale, that our birthday falls on my birth date too. :)
met baby after work today. went to west mall for dinner. and he showed me some stupid yet funny video clip. LOL! and then after that, he kept mimicking the funny noises inside the video clip! cant stand this silly man! hahas.
Monday, February 18, 2008
fullstop.
i think this blog of mine is getting too commercialized in the sense that i no longer can blog about feelings from my heart. i no longer can treat this place like a comfort zone for me to express myself freely. so thats it, i shall just stop blogging about things that i dont wish to blog.
im changing my comfort zone to somewhere else and no, nobody will get to know it except for me, myself and i. all my happiness, sadness, anger and whatever will be jotted down there, not here anymore.
im changing my comfort zone to somewhere else and no, nobody will get to know it except for me, myself and i. all my happiness, sadness, anger and whatever will be jotted down there, not here anymore.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
hubby is sick
work is driving me crazy. sometimes i really think that my boss thinks too highly of me. i hate to teach K2 children! you can never imagine how many times i've to shout in one day. totally hate getting angry with them.
anyway, met bestie for dinner at jurong point after work yesterday. updated her about my stuffs and we talked about marriage. after dinner, we walked around jurong point and CAM-WHORED! LOL! :D
MICKEY!!!
bestie says my face look fat with the 2 of them but wells, who cares? hahas.
twisttt.
bestie got no hand to twist so i helped her. HAHAS.
her hand is free to do a twist le. HAHAS.
oh yes. met chewlin at jurong point while waiting for that slow poke bestie and saw jing kun running towards his bus lane to catch the bus on the way home. LOL!
hubby is sick! he's so very sick lors. sighs. the zodiac is so true can? it says that pigs are bound to fall sick easily this year and he's really sick now. oh wells, no more valentines' day celebration for us tomorrow but we can have a late celebration on friday or this weekend when he recovers. :) get well soon, dearie!
anyway, met bestie for dinner at jurong point after work yesterday. updated her about my stuffs and we talked about marriage. after dinner, we walked around jurong point and CAM-WHORED! LOL! :D
oh yes. met chewlin at jurong point while waiting for that slow poke bestie and saw jing kun running towards his bus lane to catch the bus on the way home. LOL!
hubby is sick! he's so very sick lors. sighs. the zodiac is so true can? it says that pigs are bound to fall sick easily this year and he's really sick now. oh wells, no more valentines' day celebration for us tomorrow but we can have a late celebration on friday or this weekend when he recovers. :) get well soon, dearie!
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
love is in the air!
first day of work after 5 days of long holidays. kinda lazy to go back to work but wells, what to do? and guess what? i skipped my company function tonight just for the sake of my hubby. i chose to meet him! how nice of me right? hehes. cus of this, i need to write a letter to excuse myself for the function. so hubby was right, government job talks about black and white all the time even at times like this, they need black and white from me too. but wells, who cares? write then write lors.
hubby was on leave today but he went back to work on a last minute basis cus his colleague took urgent leave and his boss needed him to cover him up. poor thing. he ended work early and was waiting for me to reach city hall to meet him but cus there's still a long way to go before i reach so hubby decided to travel down to meet me halfway so that he wont be bored. LOL! in the end, we met at queenstown and decided to go vivo.
hubby wanted to eat rice for dinner but couldn't find the right eatery so wells, we settled our dinner at mac. after dinner, walked around and went to the seaside to chill and admire the scenery. suddenly, i feel like going to the beach and relax. LOL! and then, we went to candy empire to take a look and hubby bought chocolate biscuits. initially i thought he wanted them but he gave all to me instead. that silly man always like to waste money! from now onwards, im gonna control his pockets to stop him from spending so much on unnecessary stuffs. :) oh yes. we stopped by the zodiac signs to read our astrology again cus hubby wanted to. hahas. home sweet home!
i know there are friends who support my decision and friends who dont. i dont really care about what my friends think cus im really happie with him now and that is all that matters. furthermore, you cant judge my happiness for me. im very appreciative of besties who support me like han kee, yvette and sue ping. i guess only they understand why i did this especially han kee. i really owe her one this time. cus during my worst times, she's the one who was there to encourage and motivate me to hold on. and to yvette lao jie, thanks for your touching blog entry. im glad my incident motivated you. hahas. jiayou! :D
i need to upload our photos into my phone now if not hubby's gonna nag at me again. LOL!
Monday, February 11, 2008
CNY 08
im finally here to blog after 5 days of CNY. WARNING. its gonna be a damn long entry.
07.02.08
ITS CNY day 1 today! happie mickey MOUSE year! :D woke up early cus we need to go off early however, brother woke up late so he's rushing for time to catch up with us.
went to big uncle's house first cus dad wanna pay respects to my granddad and then jun yuan kor kor was so excited upon showing me his newly bought PINK PSP. LOL! okay, apparently, during the reunion dinner last night, he told me this happily and i gave him a very bad reply like, "EEEE. pink is so gay lors!" and then he kept denying this FACT with me. HAHAS. fine. its my own opinion that i think pink is so gay for guys.
and then went to granny house for lunch. met some not-close-at-all relatives. stayed for awhile more before we went to my maternal granny house. there's nobody there except for xin lun kor kor when we reached and he was sleeping on the sofa. he didnt realise we reached until my mom went to nudge him to give him ang bao. hahas. and that idiot always like to bully me one lors! he can walk over to my brother to wish him happie new year and then he sat down so far away from me and insisted that i went over to wish him cus he's my ELDER. okay, i did. zZz.
and then more and more relatives started to come in batch by batch. saw some not-close-at-all relatives again. and one of them had a cute lil boy called jayden. he's super duper cute and active! feel like pinching his cheeks but obviously i didnt do it. LOL! its been damn long since i last saw li shan jie jie and really like talk to her. i finally got the chance to do it today when she came with her husband, remy ong. brother and i was wondering how come remy ong ALWAYS wear short pants and polo tee everywhere he goes? even on formal dinners and whatsoever, he also wear that casually. okay nevermind. the thing is li shan, li bing and xin lun are all VERY KPO. they kept asking me about my other half thingy. wth. hahas. li bing and li shan said i became prettier already! :D and xin lun said he's happie for me cus i looked slimmer now. sometimes i cant stand these cousins of mine cus they're so KPO! =X LOL!
xin lun kor kor and i talked about blogs.
him: you got blog one mehs?
me: yes. cannot ar?
him: must be some very lame blog.
me: lame then lame lars. you never read you care so much for what?
him: surely is lame de. tell me lehs tell me lehs.
me: DONT WANT! i dont wanna let you know.
him: nevermind. i can find out myself de.
me: you will never find my blog de.
him: hahas. dont forget im an IT expert hors.
me: i know lars. you wanna go yahoo search right?
him: no.
me: i know already! you wanna find my link from val's blog!
him: *smile at me*
me: you'll still never find my blog de. i dont wanna let you know.
him: why?
me: cus got alot of SECRETS!
him: what what? you blog that you secretly like me last time is it?
me: *rolls eyes at him* LAME!
and then he kept disturbing me when im watching tv. when vivi and val reached, he really asked vivi whats my blog address lors. luckily vivi never tell him. hahas. and then, had photo-taking sessions with vivi, val, brother, mummy, constance jie jie and 5th auntie.
OH YES! grandma accidentally tripped and fall at the small steps near the living room. wahh! so scary i tell you! her hand had a BIG BRUISE now lors! sighs. i think its really inconvenient for old people to live in house with staircases and so on, plus its very dangerous! hopefully she's really alright.
dinner together and home sweet home!
at granny's house.
me and vivi at the mini garden outside granny house.
me and val at the living room.
how can we ever miss out our group shot? =)
brother and me at the living room. oh yes. my shen shen said my brother looked OLDER than me. LOL!
dearest mommy and me at the staircase! :D
08.02.08
CNY day 2 today. went to god-grandma house as usual. god-grandma and uncle kept commenting that i had a 360 degree change and i looked so different every year. LOL! they said, nu da 18 bian and i kinda agree. cus when i turned 18, everything about me changed from head to toe. HAHAS. but too bad, kenneth wasnt there! i planned to ask him about his other half thingy. LOL! i know i know, im as KPO as my cousins. HAHAS. we have the same blood flowing in us, remember? hahahas. =X
then we went to my the other god-grandma house. WOW! xin yi is so pretty now! brother and i were amazed that she changed quite a lot in her looks. she looks so different now compared to her younger times. she's totally just like a princess with long long hair and flowery dress. i wish i can have a daughter now, but son is also not bad lars. hahas. :D
and then i went off to meet BABY while my family went to my 4th aunt house. wondering who is he? BINGO! you're right. darren is the one. we're once again back together now after everything that had happen. i dont care what others think, seriously. cus you're not me. you dont know whats going on. you dont know the love we had for each other. just like what he told me, it doesnt matter who your other half is as long as you have feelings for each other. i guess thats why after so much had happen, i still choose to be with him cus its the love that im talking about. he once told me its not entirely me who is not letting go, he cant bear to let me go too.
so anyway, we had a nice conversation in the afternoon. i enjoyed that conversation with him very much cus i felt very relaxed and its something like heart-to-heart talk about our personalities, bad points and good points about each other and much more. and on our way to town, we talked about engagement and stuffs. and he asked me one very funny question. LOL!
him: so after we get married are you still going to blog?
me: of course. why? get married already cant blog ar?
him: then i want you to change your add can?
me: change? why must change?
him: cus im part of your life already mahs, so you must put prince and princess together.
so funny right. hahas. and then i realised he's very into horoscope and zodiac stuffs also lors! JUST LIKE ME. LOL! i thought im the only one who's very into all these things one lors. and so, he kept telling me all the traits and whatsoever about our signs and all. hahas. i like to talk about this cus im also into this. :D
and he commented that i looked nice in my outfit! i commented that his white watch looked nice on him too. i like white colour alot cus i think white is a very innocent and pure colour. it makes you look clean and fresh! so i like to buy white accessories alot. =)
we had dinner at manhattan fish market cus lian hong was not working. no free soup for us. HAHAS. and then we watched CJ7 together. the show is nice! oh yes. saw MARILYN and her boyfriend at cathay after the show ended but she didnt see me. hahas.
im glad im finally tasting the sweetness after so long of bitterness and i know this sweetness is gonna last till forever. :) yes baby, we're gonna have our happie family start from now onwards.
09.02.08
cny day 3 today. met my silly hubby again. he came to my house to fetch me and we headed to bugis together. and this silly man showed some magic trick to me using poker cards. and he failed for 3 times before he succeeded in showing me for the 4th time. LOL! so funny lars him! i didnt know he's interested in magic. walked around and stuffs and baby brought me to that shaw house near suntec city to watch movie. its my first time watching movie there and i kept telling him that the cinema is haunted. HAHAS. but surprisingly, its kinda high class and many people watch movies there. we watched 'ah long pte ltd' and its funny like hell! we were laughing our heads off most of the time. LOL! actually, its quite a nice show in my opinion. after our show, we walked to xing wang cafe at marina square for our super late dinner. LOL! after dinner, we walked to esplanade to chill and i made a fool out of myself. hubby laughed so hard at me when i asked him, "who's harry?" when harry is actually a restaurant. fine. hahas.
hubby said he wanted to buy me a gold ring for our engagement. of course i go along with his idea cus firstly, gold is definitely more worth the money than diamond rings or whatsoever. secondly, its more unique. =) and home sweet home!
10.02.08
cny day 4 today and its the last day of cny holidays. =( went to fetch hubby and we headed down to bugis again cus he wanted to go to the temple to pray. didnt go in with him cus there's hell lotsa people and i hate to squeeze and push with them. so baby suggested going there again next week to pray together. oh yes, we stopped by near the temple to read our zodiac signs for this year. well, its not a good year for dragons this year but its a better year for baby this year compared to last year. =)
then we walked to town again and had dinner at carl's jr. oh yes. we went to times bookstore cus i finally decided to get the book, 'PS i love you'. baby bought it for me! :D anyway, baby kept grumbling to me that i need to go home early today cus its work tomorrow. oh wells, that lucky man need not work tomorrow unlike me, the unlucky woman. LOL!
hubby told me he asked his mom about the buying of gold rings and his mom told him its time he learn how to take care of his family. hubby told me he felt pressured by this but dont worry, i believe i can do a great job of taking care of our family next time. :) and hubby said ever since we got back together, we are so happie everyday which is true! :D he said so much things to me this few days and he really listened to whatever i want him to do, im so glad. (: hubby and i planned for a short holiday trip together during the march holidays.
Baby, im not gonna leave you and i assure you you wont regret marrying me cus i can take care of you, our children and your parents without making you worry about anything. im so in love with you laogong! :D
i had the best CNY out of my 20 years of life this year! :D
07.02.08
ITS CNY day 1 today! happie mickey MOUSE year! :D woke up early cus we need to go off early however, brother woke up late so he's rushing for time to catch up with us.
went to big uncle's house first cus dad wanna pay respects to my granddad and then jun yuan kor kor was so excited upon showing me his newly bought PINK PSP. LOL! okay, apparently, during the reunion dinner last night, he told me this happily and i gave him a very bad reply like, "EEEE. pink is so gay lors!" and then he kept denying this FACT with me. HAHAS. fine. its my own opinion that i think pink is so gay for guys.
and then went to granny house for lunch. met some not-close-at-all relatives. stayed for awhile more before we went to my maternal granny house. there's nobody there except for xin lun kor kor when we reached and he was sleeping on the sofa. he didnt realise we reached until my mom went to nudge him to give him ang bao. hahas. and that idiot always like to bully me one lors! he can walk over to my brother to wish him happie new year and then he sat down so far away from me and insisted that i went over to wish him cus he's my ELDER. okay, i did. zZz.
and then more and more relatives started to come in batch by batch. saw some not-close-at-all relatives again. and one of them had a cute lil boy called jayden. he's super duper cute and active! feel like pinching his cheeks but obviously i didnt do it. LOL! its been damn long since i last saw li shan jie jie and really like talk to her. i finally got the chance to do it today when she came with her husband, remy ong. brother and i was wondering how come remy ong ALWAYS wear short pants and polo tee everywhere he goes? even on formal dinners and whatsoever, he also wear that casually. okay nevermind. the thing is li shan, li bing and xin lun are all VERY KPO. they kept asking me about my other half thingy. wth. hahas. li bing and li shan said i became prettier already! :D and xin lun said he's happie for me cus i looked slimmer now. sometimes i cant stand these cousins of mine cus they're so KPO! =X LOL!
xin lun kor kor and i talked about blogs.
him: you got blog one mehs?
me: yes. cannot ar?
him: must be some very lame blog.
me: lame then lame lars. you never read you care so much for what?
him: surely is lame de. tell me lehs tell me lehs.
me: DONT WANT! i dont wanna let you know.
him: nevermind. i can find out myself de.
me: you will never find my blog de.
him: hahas. dont forget im an IT expert hors.
me: i know lars. you wanna go yahoo search right?
him: no.
me: i know already! you wanna find my link from val's blog!
him: *smile at me*
me: you'll still never find my blog de. i dont wanna let you know.
him: why?
me: cus got alot of SECRETS!
him: what what? you blog that you secretly like me last time is it?
me: *rolls eyes at him* LAME!
and then he kept disturbing me when im watching tv. when vivi and val reached, he really asked vivi whats my blog address lors. luckily vivi never tell him. hahas. and then, had photo-taking sessions with vivi, val, brother, mummy, constance jie jie and 5th auntie.
OH YES! grandma accidentally tripped and fall at the small steps near the living room. wahh! so scary i tell you! her hand had a BIG BRUISE now lors! sighs. i think its really inconvenient for old people to live in house with staircases and so on, plus its very dangerous! hopefully she's really alright.
dinner together and home sweet home!
08.02.08
CNY day 2 today. went to god-grandma house as usual. god-grandma and uncle kept commenting that i had a 360 degree change and i looked so different every year. LOL! they said, nu da 18 bian and i kinda agree. cus when i turned 18, everything about me changed from head to toe. HAHAS. but too bad, kenneth wasnt there! i planned to ask him about his other half thingy. LOL! i know i know, im as KPO as my cousins. HAHAS. we have the same blood flowing in us, remember? hahahas. =X
then we went to my the other god-grandma house. WOW! xin yi is so pretty now! brother and i were amazed that she changed quite a lot in her looks. she looks so different now compared to her younger times. she's totally just like a princess with long long hair and flowery dress. i wish i can have a daughter now, but son is also not bad lars. hahas. :D
and then i went off to meet BABY while my family went to my 4th aunt house. wondering who is he? BINGO! you're right. darren is the one. we're once again back together now after everything that had happen. i dont care what others think, seriously. cus you're not me. you dont know whats going on. you dont know the love we had for each other. just like what he told me, it doesnt matter who your other half is as long as you have feelings for each other. i guess thats why after so much had happen, i still choose to be with him cus its the love that im talking about. he once told me its not entirely me who is not letting go, he cant bear to let me go too.
so anyway, we had a nice conversation in the afternoon. i enjoyed that conversation with him very much cus i felt very relaxed and its something like heart-to-heart talk about our personalities, bad points and good points about each other and much more. and on our way to town, we talked about engagement and stuffs. and he asked me one very funny question. LOL!
him: so after we get married are you still going to blog?
me: of course. why? get married already cant blog ar?
him: then i want you to change your add can?
me: change? why must change?
him: cus im part of your life already mahs, so you must put prince and princess together.
so funny right. hahas. and then i realised he's very into horoscope and zodiac stuffs also lors! JUST LIKE ME. LOL! i thought im the only one who's very into all these things one lors. and so, he kept telling me all the traits and whatsoever about our signs and all. hahas. i like to talk about this cus im also into this. :D
and he commented that i looked nice in my outfit! i commented that his white watch looked nice on him too. i like white colour alot cus i think white is a very innocent and pure colour. it makes you look clean and fresh! so i like to buy white accessories alot. =)
we had dinner at manhattan fish market cus lian hong was not working. no free soup for us. HAHAS. and then we watched CJ7 together. the show is nice! oh yes. saw MARILYN and her boyfriend at cathay after the show ended but she didnt see me. hahas.
im glad im finally tasting the sweetness after so long of bitterness and i know this sweetness is gonna last till forever. :) yes baby, we're gonna have our happie family start from now onwards.
09.02.08
cny day 3 today. met my silly hubby again. he came to my house to fetch me and we headed to bugis together. and this silly man showed some magic trick to me using poker cards. and he failed for 3 times before he succeeded in showing me for the 4th time. LOL! so funny lars him! i didnt know he's interested in magic. walked around and stuffs and baby brought me to that shaw house near suntec city to watch movie. its my first time watching movie there and i kept telling him that the cinema is haunted. HAHAS. but surprisingly, its kinda high class and many people watch movies there. we watched 'ah long pte ltd' and its funny like hell! we were laughing our heads off most of the time. LOL! actually, its quite a nice show in my opinion. after our show, we walked to xing wang cafe at marina square for our super late dinner. LOL! after dinner, we walked to esplanade to chill and i made a fool out of myself. hubby laughed so hard at me when i asked him, "who's harry?" when harry is actually a restaurant. fine. hahas.
hubby said he wanted to buy me a gold ring for our engagement. of course i go along with his idea cus firstly, gold is definitely more worth the money than diamond rings or whatsoever. secondly, its more unique. =) and home sweet home!
10.02.08
cny day 4 today and its the last day of cny holidays. =( went to fetch hubby and we headed down to bugis again cus he wanted to go to the temple to pray. didnt go in with him cus there's hell lotsa people and i hate to squeeze and push with them. so baby suggested going there again next week to pray together. oh yes, we stopped by near the temple to read our zodiac signs for this year. well, its not a good year for dragons this year but its a better year for baby this year compared to last year. =)
then we walked to town again and had dinner at carl's jr. oh yes. we went to times bookstore cus i finally decided to get the book, 'PS i love you'. baby bought it for me! :D anyway, baby kept grumbling to me that i need to go home early today cus its work tomorrow. oh wells, that lucky man need not work tomorrow unlike me, the unlucky woman. LOL!
hubby told me he asked his mom about the buying of gold rings and his mom told him its time he learn how to take care of his family. hubby told me he felt pressured by this but dont worry, i believe i can do a great job of taking care of our family next time. :) and hubby said ever since we got back together, we are so happie everyday which is true! :D he said so much things to me this few days and he really listened to whatever i want him to do, im so glad. (: hubby and i planned for a short holiday trip together during the march holidays.
Baby, im not gonna leave you and i assure you you wont regret marrying me cus i can take care of you, our children and your parents without making you worry about anything. im so in love with you laogong! :D
i had the best CNY out of my 20 years of life this year! :D
Thursday, February 07, 2008
CNY IS COMING!
gong xi fa cai, hong bao na lai? LOL! CNY is just tomorrow!!! today is already CNY eve, so freaking fast! and im going over to my grandma house for reunion dinner later.
so as said, i've done some spring cleaning for my messy room. i threw away HELL LOTS of useless papers and HELL LOTS of plastic and paper bags from my shopping sprees. LOL! and i really got tons of BAGS in my cupboard. i threw away some old ones which i dont use anymore and still got a lot. i packed some of my clothes that i dont want anymore and mom says she wanna sell it away to garang guni? LOL! now my room looks neater and cleaner. :) anyway, met bestie for dinner at causeway point last night. she bought herself a bracelet similar to mine but i still have to say mine is nicer! hehes. :D and we were laughing like mad women. hahas. all cus i went crazy and then she also follow suit. HAHAS! and she actually suggested walking home from bukit batok. i was like, "you want my legs to break on first day of CNY is it?" LOL! and obviously, we didnt walk home. we took bus home. :)
today, went to work so unwillingly cus its just a freaking 2 hours. zZz. anyway, farahdilla bought me love letters! :D her mom told me this, "she insisted on buying you something you know." LOL! for your information, farahdilla is one of my student and she's very IN LOVE with me cus she keep telling me teacher, i love you everyday. LOL! her mom said even when she's sick she still wanna come to school cus she wanna hug me. HAHAS. sometimes its very nice to hear such comments. :) and guess what? dexter gave me a BIG ANG BAO with 20 cents inside. HAHAHAS! i asked him who asked him to give me this and he said his brothers and him found that BIG ANG BAO last night and decided to give me. LOL! so cute lars please! and he made a new pair of spectacles! he looked like some gentleman when he wear specs and the plus point is he's very fair! HANDSOME BOY! :D
and not to forget, i painted my nails just now. guess what colour is it? RED of course. red is the auspicious colour for the chinese mahs. hehes. :)
okay, tomorrow i'll be back with PHOTOS!
so as said, i've done some spring cleaning for my messy room. i threw away HELL LOTS of useless papers and HELL LOTS of plastic and paper bags from my shopping sprees. LOL! and i really got tons of BAGS in my cupboard. i threw away some old ones which i dont use anymore and still got a lot. i packed some of my clothes that i dont want anymore and mom says she wanna sell it away to garang guni? LOL! now my room looks neater and cleaner. :) anyway, met bestie for dinner at causeway point last night. she bought herself a bracelet similar to mine but i still have to say mine is nicer! hehes. :D and we were laughing like mad women. hahas. all cus i went crazy and then she also follow suit. HAHAS! and she actually suggested walking home from bukit batok. i was like, "you want my legs to break on first day of CNY is it?" LOL! and obviously, we didnt walk home. we took bus home. :)
today, went to work so unwillingly cus its just a freaking 2 hours. zZz. anyway, farahdilla bought me love letters! :D her mom told me this, "she insisted on buying you something you know." LOL! for your information, farahdilla is one of my student and she's very IN LOVE with me cus she keep telling me teacher, i love you everyday. LOL! her mom said even when she's sick she still wanna come to school cus she wanna hug me. HAHAS. sometimes its very nice to hear such comments. :) and guess what? dexter gave me a BIG ANG BAO with 20 cents inside. HAHAHAS! i asked him who asked him to give me this and he said his brothers and him found that BIG ANG BAO last night and decided to give me. LOL! so cute lars please! and he made a new pair of spectacles! he looked like some gentleman when he wear specs and the plus point is he's very fair! HANDSOME BOY! :D
and not to forget, i painted my nails just now. guess what colour is it? RED of course. red is the auspicious colour for the chinese mahs. hehes. :)
okay, tomorrow i'll be back with PHOTOS!
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
first MPS
i knocked off at 9 today cus i went to help out at my first MPS. for your information, MPS means meet-the-people-session. its for people who wanna see the MP for matters that they need help on. i met up with that long time no see guan soon at west mall for a short dinner cus i have 2 hours to rot after work and he's kind enough to accompany me for that short 2 hours. :)
and we had bad encounters with those secondary school students. i wonder whats wrong with secondary school students nowadays? so rude and so bad-mannered is all that i can think of to describe them.
firstly, we witnessed a fight, i mean really a fight going on outside west mall and they are secondary school students. so zZz lors please. CHILDISH! secondly, some secondary school girls cut my queue when im washing my hands at KFC without even saying anything to me! i told guan soon loudly that im very good mannered cus i dont any-o-how cut people's queue. yes, i said it loudly on purpose cus i want them to hear and i knew they heard it cus they turned around and looked at me. this is me. if you provoke me, i'll be nasty to you. BAD-MANNERED KIDS! thirdly, some secondary school student stepped on guan soon's slippers without apologising to him at all and just walked off like this. RIDICULOUS!
anyway, talked quite a bit with him over the dinner. and he told me lian hong told them he saw me and someone at his restaurant THAT DAY. LOL! KPO! the next time i go there i must tell him off! HAHAS.
so after the dinner, i went back to work. and, those people really have nothing to do at home and rather waste time there appealing for trival matters like ceiling leakage? zZz. there's about 3 cases or more than that about this. and then, some are PRS wanting to apply for a house here and blablabla. all sorts of stupid issues i must say. so anyway, i met this china PR who is working as an engineer here. i actually doesnt have good impressions on china people but he really surprised me when he can speak fluent english to me. and then he kept talking to me even after i filled in his form for him.
him: you look new here. first time here?
me: yes.
him: oh. so what time does the MP comes in?
me: oh. 8pm.
him: so she's already inside now?
me: yes.
him: so what are you working as?
me: teacher.
him: oh. cool. teaching at where?
me: the kindergarten at the next block.
him: oh. wow, then you must have a lot of patience to teach those children?
me: yes.
him: so how do you become a PAP member?
me: errr, i became one after i joined the PAP kindergarten.
him: so outsiders must apply for it?
me: i think there must be some conditions to apply for it.
him: so its good to become a PAP member?
me: errr. yes.
zZz. i was thinking i dont even wanna become one if i have the choice. im not very into all this politics stuffs for your information. i just wanna teach! i just wanna be a teacher who teaches children at school, as simple as that. not interested in any other things. but anyway, its quite a 'fun' experience for me for my first time there.
CNY is just freaking 3 DAYS AWAY! i havent clear my messy room yet, my mom has been nagging at me to do it. =X and i havent paint my nails yet! i shall clear my room tomorrow and paint my nails on wednesday. what else what else? i guess.. except for this 2, im ready for CNY. my beautiful clothes are already hanging inside my wardrobe waiting for me to wear them. :D by the way, this year i didnt buy any pants at all, i bought 3 dresses. :)
oh yes, just now i received chew lin's call. amazingly, after months of not talking to her, she called me! LOL! she called me to inform me that she gave my number to her friend who wants to look for part time models for shoots in magazines and sometimes advertisements. zZz. and her friend might call me up anytime soon. im not interested in it thou but its good money according to what she said. 3 hours for 100 bucks. anyone interested?
and we had bad encounters with those secondary school students. i wonder whats wrong with secondary school students nowadays? so rude and so bad-mannered is all that i can think of to describe them.
firstly, we witnessed a fight, i mean really a fight going on outside west mall and they are secondary school students. so zZz lors please. CHILDISH! secondly, some secondary school girls cut my queue when im washing my hands at KFC without even saying anything to me! i told guan soon loudly that im very good mannered cus i dont any-o-how cut people's queue. yes, i said it loudly on purpose cus i want them to hear and i knew they heard it cus they turned around and looked at me. this is me. if you provoke me, i'll be nasty to you. BAD-MANNERED KIDS! thirdly, some secondary school student stepped on guan soon's slippers without apologising to him at all and just walked off like this. RIDICULOUS!
anyway, talked quite a bit with him over the dinner. and he told me lian hong told them he saw me and someone at his restaurant THAT DAY. LOL! KPO! the next time i go there i must tell him off! HAHAS.
so after the dinner, i went back to work. and, those people really have nothing to do at home and rather waste time there appealing for trival matters like ceiling leakage? zZz. there's about 3 cases or more than that about this. and then, some are PRS wanting to apply for a house here and blablabla. all sorts of stupid issues i must say. so anyway, i met this china PR who is working as an engineer here. i actually doesnt have good impressions on china people but he really surprised me when he can speak fluent english to me. and then he kept talking to me even after i filled in his form for him.
him: you look new here. first time here?
me: yes.
him: oh. so what time does the MP comes in?
me: oh. 8pm.
him: so she's already inside now?
me: yes.
him: so what are you working as?
me: teacher.
him: oh. cool. teaching at where?
me: the kindergarten at the next block.
him: oh. wow, then you must have a lot of patience to teach those children?
me: yes.
him: so how do you become a PAP member?
me: errr, i became one after i joined the PAP kindergarten.
him: so outsiders must apply for it?
me: i think there must be some conditions to apply for it.
him: so its good to become a PAP member?
me: errr. yes.
zZz. i was thinking i dont even wanna become one if i have the choice. im not very into all this politics stuffs for your information. i just wanna teach! i just wanna be a teacher who teaches children at school, as simple as that. not interested in any other things. but anyway, its quite a 'fun' experience for me for my first time there.
CNY is just freaking 3 DAYS AWAY! i havent clear my messy room yet, my mom has been nagging at me to do it. =X and i havent paint my nails yet! i shall clear my room tomorrow and paint my nails on wednesday. what else what else? i guess.. except for this 2, im ready for CNY. my beautiful clothes are already hanging inside my wardrobe waiting for me to wear them. :D by the way, this year i didnt buy any pants at all, i bought 3 dresses. :)
oh yes, just now i received chew lin's call. amazingly, after months of not talking to her, she called me! LOL! she called me to inform me that she gave my number to her friend who wants to look for part time models for shoots in magazines and sometimes advertisements. zZz. and her friend might call me up anytime soon. im not interested in it thou but its good money according to what she said. 3 hours for 100 bucks. anyone interested?
Sunday, February 03, 2008
tattoo
when you have nothing to do at home, what will you do? EAT. i keep eating non-stop for the whole day. junk food plus lunch and dinner and im oh-so-full now! im lucky that no matter how much i eat i wont get fat so i can eat and eat and eat. HAHAHAS! :D and if you realise, all the girls from my star sign look just like me; long hands, long legs, tall and slim. SERIOUS! i observed this myself. i know not everyone is like this but most of us are. my friend's girlfriend is a piscean and she looks just like me, tall and slim with long hands and long legs. the only difference between us is she's even taller than me! she's 1.67m tall. i dont envy her height cus im satisfied with mine. hahas.
initially planned to meet bestie today but she's sick, so we cancelled the meet up today and this explains why im at home now. let me blog about some interesting incidents at school.
in case you still dont know, i love to disturb children and see their funny reactions or rather what reactions they will give. so everyday without fail, i'll disturb my kids. =X mustaqim came to school with his hair styled in gel one day. i went over to him and started to mess up his hair. and then he said this to me, "teacher, stop. later you make my hair like a girl." and i replied, "HAHAS. PRETTY LIKE A GIRL GOOD WHAT! COME, LET ME CLIP YOUR HAIR, WHO GOT A HAIR CLIP CAN LEND MUSTAQIM?" and then mustaqim started to mess up his own hair cus he doesnt want me to clip his hair. HAHAHAS! =X
and then i have this super girly girl in my class, ellanda. nice name hors? in case you dont know how to pronounce, its pronounced as e-llanda. this girl ar, super vain i tell you! =X everyday come to school with her hair tied in different patterns. and then she dont like to go for PE lessons cus when she sweat it makes her smell. LOL! and she's just like a chatterbox, everyday chatter non-stop, always full of stories to tell me. but one thing that i like about her is that she's very smart! she can write, read and draw very well and she's keen to learn! thats what i like best about her. :) but sometimes she's too smart and i always like to call her smart-Alec. HAHAS! :D
and then i have this super cute boy, dexter. the way he walks is very cute and the way he looks at people and his laughter is also CUTE! everything about him is CUTE! he cries very easily. sometimes when my voice is louder than usual cus the class makes me angry, he'll cry. even the way he cries is also CUTE! LOL! he'll cover his eyes and cry silently and he'll try his best not to let those tears drop down. HAHAS! and he's also a smart boy! he can read and write well but he cant draw well. :)
for your information, all the above children that im talking about comes from my K2E. i have a very strong bond with K2E rather than K2C. i dislike my K2C. this is the class that makes me angry everyday without fail. its like they're immune to my scoldings already. looks like i have to think of new methods to deal with them.
CNY is 5 days away! told bestie im scared when CNY comes and is not looking forward to it anymore. sighs. bestie knows why. life really sucks, when it comes to a point that you have nothing to look forward to anymore. its cus of all the hopes that keeps me going for this period of time. i wonder how will my life be if there's nothing for me to look forward to anymore? dull and colour-less? most probably.
initially planned to meet bestie today but she's sick, so we cancelled the meet up today and this explains why im at home now. let me blog about some interesting incidents at school.
in case you still dont know, i love to disturb children and see their funny reactions or rather what reactions they will give. so everyday without fail, i'll disturb my kids. =X mustaqim came to school with his hair styled in gel one day. i went over to him and started to mess up his hair. and then he said this to me, "teacher, stop. later you make my hair like a girl." and i replied, "HAHAS. PRETTY LIKE A GIRL GOOD WHAT! COME, LET ME CLIP YOUR HAIR, WHO GOT A HAIR CLIP CAN LEND MUSTAQIM?" and then mustaqim started to mess up his own hair cus he doesnt want me to clip his hair. HAHAHAS! =X
and then i have this super girly girl in my class, ellanda. nice name hors? in case you dont know how to pronounce, its pronounced as e-llanda. this girl ar, super vain i tell you! =X everyday come to school with her hair tied in different patterns. and then she dont like to go for PE lessons cus when she sweat it makes her smell. LOL! and she's just like a chatterbox, everyday chatter non-stop, always full of stories to tell me. but one thing that i like about her is that she's very smart! she can write, read and draw very well and she's keen to learn! thats what i like best about her. :) but sometimes she's too smart and i always like to call her smart-Alec. HAHAS! :D
and then i have this super cute boy, dexter. the way he walks is very cute and the way he looks at people and his laughter is also CUTE! everything about him is CUTE! he cries very easily. sometimes when my voice is louder than usual cus the class makes me angry, he'll cry. even the way he cries is also CUTE! LOL! he'll cover his eyes and cry silently and he'll try his best not to let those tears drop down. HAHAS! and he's also a smart boy! he can read and write well but he cant draw well. :)
for your information, all the above children that im talking about comes from my K2E. i have a very strong bond with K2E rather than K2C. i dislike my K2C. this is the class that makes me angry everyday without fail. its like they're immune to my scoldings already. looks like i have to think of new methods to deal with them.
CNY is 5 days away! told bestie im scared when CNY comes and is not looking forward to it anymore. sighs. bestie knows why. life really sucks, when it comes to a point that you have nothing to look forward to anymore. its cus of all the hopes that keeps me going for this period of time. i wonder how will my life be if there's nothing for me to look forward to anymore? dull and colour-less? most probably.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
mom's 51st birthday
YAY!!! im a happie girl for 3 reasons. :) firstly, its the month of FEBRUARY which means CNY is a few days away and my birthday is like 3 weeks away! its my month this month! even my horoscope says february is my lucky month! :D secondly, its the WEEKEND! you have no idea how much i dread going to work nowadays so im ultra happie when the weekend arrives. :D lastly, its my MOM'S 51ST BIRTHDAY TODAY! she looked so happie when i gave her money just now. i know how she feels, happie and glad that i finally grow up and gave her the first birthday present ever since i stepped into the working society. :)
so i helped mom to prepare dinner today. she cooked chili crab and abalone! mom started baking all the goodies for CNY already! and guess what? i finished one whole big packet of those goodies all by myself in 3 days' time. =X mom nagged at me cus she knew im very heaty this few days so i shouldnt be eating all those junk food. LOL!
anyway, i came across this article on the newspapers today. its talking about happiness. happiness is actually in a U-shape. you're most happie when you're a kid till middle-age. when middle-age comes, humans are at their most unhappie moments as discovered by researchers. and by the time when we reach old age like 60, we'll be happie again till we die. i wonder how true is this, but well, i find it quite true cus the older i get, the more unhappie i become, this is true. oh man, then i'll dread becoming a middle-age woman in 20 years' time.
shall update again. :)
so i helped mom to prepare dinner today. she cooked chili crab and abalone! mom started baking all the goodies for CNY already! and guess what? i finished one whole big packet of those goodies all by myself in 3 days' time. =X mom nagged at me cus she knew im very heaty this few days so i shouldnt be eating all those junk food. LOL!
anyway, i came across this article on the newspapers today. its talking about happiness. happiness is actually in a U-shape. you're most happie when you're a kid till middle-age. when middle-age comes, humans are at their most unhappie moments as discovered by researchers. and by the time when we reach old age like 60, we'll be happie again till we die. i wonder how true is this, but well, i find it quite true cus the older i get, the more unhappie i become, this is true. oh man, then i'll dread becoming a middle-age woman in 20 years' time.
shall update again. :)
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